Pretty pink//Yooninm♡♡( EDITING)

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I'm in Spanish,I should be taking my test ,☡WARING THIS CHAPTER  HAS A ATTEMPT OF SUICIDE AND TALKS ABOUT IT☡
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  Yoongi woke up  he looked at his phone to see several message from  his father

Asshole🖕:
YOU NEED TO GET HOME NOW

Asshole🖕:
You're  going to get  it when you get home

Asshole🖕:
You know what I don't need you, your dumbass can stay their if you come back to this house I will kill you you fucking cunt

Yoongi looked at his phone an saw all the things his father has said, Yoongi felt very unloved,unwanted, and a complete waste of time his sadness went to anger very quickly he took his  phone and slammed the door as he walked out.
   He was walking along the beach and placed his phone in the sand sat next to it then he got more text messages from his father

Asshole🖕:
Your a piece of shit you know that your the reason your mother is dead 

Yoongi got up an throw his phone in the sand and ran into the water,at first the water  was to his knees but he kept walking deeper and deeper into the water,Yoongi stayed above water for a few seconds before going under

His mind was blank and the cold salt water swallowed his body, fighting to not breathe in was like a brick to the face, he move frantically back and forth underwater, he slowly felt himself losing consciousness, leaving and entering reality ever second until ,He bolted up from the water breathing in, he felt the water roll off of his tired and weak body, he went back underwater he felt the waves crash a pull him deeper into darkness below him he open his eyes to see the moon light shining through the surface of the ocean,he soon thought  about his mom and the fact that is almost truly was his fault she is gone, he remember how his father and her were yelling and how his mother left the house and how he walked outside and saw her stands near the bridge near his house, how he scared her he saw his mother fall into the water the impact was so hard It killed her instantly, he soon could feel himself going in and out of reality with every wave pulling him deeper into the ocean

He bolted out of the water once again and ran to shore coughing up water and we ran he made it to his phone before collapsing and passing out the last thing he saw was the time on his phone 4:30 AM the same time his mother had died, he hope that this would be his last breath as you laid in the sand and shivered from the cold winds and slowly fell back out of reality.

Um hey so the chapters not over but If you are ever thinking about killing yourself or harming yourself in anyway

Suicide  hotline :1-800-273-8255
Call this number anyway I love you all sorry this chapter has to be really sad

Yoongi,woke up at 5:50 AM he grabbed his phone and walked back to the house he changed his clothes and went back to sleep with Jimin, Yoongi  held Jimin close to him. He kissed Jimin on the forehead and slowly fell asleep.

Okay now the chapter is done um if you guys ever has a problem with something I write plz tell me and to some of those who are reading this who as attempted or lose someone to suicide I'm and truly sorry if this triggered you again I love you all♡♡♡♡♡ Bai