Timid (BTS × Reader)

04

Before I could continue I was quickly cut off by Seokjin "Uh Yoongi, who's Y/n?" he asked, confusion plastered over his face.

I sighed forgetting that none of them know her name except me.

"Y/n is that girl we bumped into in the hallway that one day" I answer his question. A few of the boys along with Seokjin nodded their head. I opened my mouth to continue but I was once again cut off, but this time by Namjoon.

"Yoongi, how did you know that girls name" he questioned raising an eyebrow, I got a few other looks from the boys also wondering the same thing. I sighed again rubbing my eyes "because I pay attention, also I share a class with her"I shrug at the end sending everyone a look asking if I could continue with what I was saying.

When no one else spoke up I finally was able to continue. "Well let me start from the beginning when we first ran into y/n and the whole accident happened something about the way she reacted seemed a bit off to me. But like what Namjoon had said that day, maybe we frighten her. of course, I thought about it and decided to keep an eye on y/n for the time being. So skip to the end of today, I'm in the music room, as usual, doing my thing when I hear something made a loud noise. I walked out and decided to take a look since not many kids usually stay this late and hearing that sound had me curious. I walked down the hall and was about to turn when I saw y/n on the floor with dean" I take a breather as I recall everything that happened. Taehyung raised his hand catching my attention "dean? as in Dean from our 3rd period?". I nodded my head answering his question.

"Why though?" Jimin asked I respond with a shrug "I'm not sure but that, not the weird part, I was about to leave but then I saw dean grab her. But here's the interesting part, she reacted the same way she did on the day we bumped into each other" I quickly finished before I was interrupted by their questions. A few of the boys looked around at each other before Hoseok spoke up, "what happened when he touched her?" Hoseok asked me

I tilt my head trying my best to recall the details, "well from what I can remember, almost the same way she did with you. She yelled at him and left"I tapped on my chin thinking more about it "well now that I think about it more she seemed unstable, I noticed how her breathing quickened and the way she was standing didn't look right either"I looked back at Hoseok seeing him nod his head. 

We sat in silence thinking about what I had just said when Jungkook cleared his throat breaking the silence "not to be rude or anything but why should this matter with us, it's not like she's our friend or that we know her" he shrugged one shoulder looking around his friends. I watch, as a few of the boys agree with Jungkook, replying with a "yeah" or "he's right", everyone then turned back to me waiting for a response to what Jungkook had said. 

I took this time to think about what he said and gather my words carefully before responding. "I see what you're saying Jungkook and get it, why should we care at all? right?. But truth be told, something about y/n just draws me to her. I mean let's think about this for a minute, have any of you noticed anything about her that just seems off?" I ask him and the others bringing my eyes to look at each of the boys. A few responded with a shake of their head or a shrug of their shoulders.

I give them an annoyed look "well unlike you guys I've been watching her, and no! not in a creeper way jin" my eyes quickly land on the oldest, saying the last part. Seokjin quickly raises his hands up in defense "you said not me".

I roll my eyes my eyes ignoring what he said before continuing "back to what I was saying, I've noticed a few things, like  today, when the teacher was handing papers out and she had to grab the papers y/n was hesitant and same thing during break, I just so happened to walk by the coffee stand and saw y/n there. I noticed when the severe was trying to hand her the drink she didn't take it and only picked it up once the worker sat it down." I watch each of their faces change,  receiving different reactions from before. 

Namjoon snapped his fingers nodding his head, "now that you mention it, yeah I have noticed a few of those things" slowly a few of the others started recalling scenes similar to what I said.

 "Why do you think she does that," Hoseok asked the group, allowing us to fall into silence once again. I bit the inside of the cheek deciding if I should share my thoughts or not. I thought about it for a few more minutes before breaking the silence, "I have my suspicions but before I say anything I want to gather more information."

"And how exactly are you going to get more information?' Taehyung questioned, I shrug my shoulders" maybe we could try talking with her ".  Jimin let out an uneasy sound titling his head to the side, "I don't know Yoongi, last time we spoke with her it didn't seem like she wanted to be friends with us". Jungkook nodded his head siding with Jimin "yeah how exactly are we going to do that when we don't even see her, she's avoiding us just as much as we are avoiding her". I thought about what they said and I had to agree that they were right, I don't see any chance that any of us will get more than a hi from her, especially how shes dodging us.

After a while, about talking about it we decided to change the topic to something else. The conversation about y/n wasn't going anywhere and a few just didn't see a reason why its any of our business with what's going with her. 

But even after switching topics I still can't stop thinking about y/n and what I saw earlier. I ended up not paying attention for the rest of the night and stuck in my thoughts thinking about y/n.

y/n pov.

I checked the time on the stove to see it was well past midnight, I let out another sigh leaning against the counter holding my glass of water. Even though its past midnight my body still hasn't recovered from what happened earlier. 

After running out of the building I stopped by a park to calm myself, I stayed in the park for a few hours before I made my way back home. Even going to the park and taking a long way back home my mind and body still haven't settled down.

These past few days have really affected me, it hasn't been a full month here and I've already had almost 2 episodes. If this continues I might as well just lock myself away in my apartment. its only been 2 days of school and I already want the weekend to come. I'm just praying that this week will fly by quickly.

I looked at the clock once more before deciding to head to bed anyway even if my body isn't tired, I still need to get some sleep for classes tomorrow.

I turn around setting my empty glass in the sink before slowly making my way to my bedroom. I took my time putting my pjs on and getting into bed. I had no reason to rush because my body is still too restless for me to sleep.

I laid in bed staring at my ceiling, I stared at the ceiling noticing little cracks. I continued to stare at the ceiling until my I started to feel my eyes getting tired. I eventually closed them, sleep overwhelming my restless body. 

Hoping the rest of this week won't be as tough as these past two days was the last thing I had on my mind before I finally fell asleep.

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     Hello readers!!! I'm back with another chapter but a short chapter. Sorry about the short chapter, my goal is to write up chapter 5, edit it, and publish it all by tomorrow. So you can't count this as a double update, don't worry I'll still be posting chapter 6 the same week as well just on Sunday.

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