A-Z ENOCH O'CONNOR

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ok so im not sure of everyone's sexual orientation, i realised i was pansexual a while ago and i'm trying to be more inclusive.

NEVER ENOUGH

"you're not pretty." she/he smiled viciously at you. "did you really think that you were enough for me?" your now ex girlfriend/boyfriend sneered down at you.

"you told me i was beautiful." your voice sounds pathetic, like a child's whine. you're scrabbling for proof that this was some particularly cruel messed up prank. "you told me you loved me!"

the doors of the toilet stalls creak ominously as she/he smiles down at you, "i lied."

the doors start slamming with intensity, you jump at the sound, and the once love of your life stares at you in fear. "what are you doing freak? stop it!"

suddenly filled with a resolution, you say, "no, you stop." her/his body turned around suddenly to face the sink, and even as she/he screams in fear, you think of her/his perfect face smashing into the sink and having their pretty little nose break.

it happens.

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you jump awake with a shiver, wrapping your arms around yourself. "y/n?" enoch stirs and turns to look at you. "what's wrong? is it the nightmares?"

you sigh, flopping back on the bed. "i feel like i'm never enough sometimes." enoch turns to look at you, propping his head up with his hand.

"as far as i am concerned, i think you're more than enough for me. but there are others who may not think so but that's the thing! everyone has different standards and there are different people who will fulfil their standards because everyone wants something different and you can't expect yourself to cater to everyone. and you're more than enough to me."

you smile and lean in to kiss him on his nose. "thank you enoch."

jfsksks i feel like my quality of updates and writing has gone down so much but nationals ughh. my national exam is starting in three weeks and my motivation has flown out the window along with my soul.

also does anyone want a face reveal?