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A c a t a l e p s y 

(n. the idea that it is impossible to truly comprehend anything.

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what is stronger 

than the human heart

which shatters over and over

and still lives.

  – Rupi Kaur

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 a poem I wrote when I was 18.

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I have been alive for

18 years

216 months

6,786 days

and if there is one thing I learnt

it is that

nothing

lasts forever.

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it happened first when 

I was eight years old

and I saw my best friend wither away

to a make-shift being

and fly away 

from me

tell me

how does it feel

looking at someone who meant

so much

who saw

too much

who you invested 

too much

of yourself into

only to turn away

and pretend that nothing ever happened

between you two

and just like history

your stories turn to dust and wind.

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when I was ten

my mother whispered to me

I love your father, and he loves me

how was I supposed to believe that when

his voice shattered our ceiling

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