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S i l l a g e 

(n.) the scent that lingers in the air, the trail left in the water, the impression made in space after something or someone has been and gone; the trace of someones's perfume.

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There's always a home for you

here in my heart


I'll leave a light

on.

  – Ben Maxfield

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when I was ten

there was a boy

with golden hair

jade eyes

and dimples on both cheeks

that tore me

apart.

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he was beautiful 

in the way

he was too shy around me

that I could swear his cheeks flushed

into rose petals

he was beautiful

in the way

everyone seemed to love him

he was beautiful 

in the way

his report cards were only ever B's and C's

he was beautiful

even in the way

he ruined me.

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I could only ever admire him from

a far

because I found it weird on how

fast my heart would beat against

my ribcage

when he would pass by

I never experienced 

the

adrenalin in my blood

that made my body go crazy

just by seeing him

I knew 

that if I talked to him

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