[ a/n; request for free! he's been a popular one lately haha. anyways this fic is awful, i don't know why i can't write for free? i can't write anything romantic with free de la hoya, i just can't, im incapable, but i hope you like it anyways???? ]
[ WARNING; this set contains mentions of depression, anxiety, disorders, suicide and abuse. the reader for this setting is mentally ill with depression - formally diagnosed. if you are not comfortable with any of this, then please do not read this set. ]
One, two, three. . . You counted out the three pills in your cold, shaking hand. Gritting your teeth in annoyance and frustration, you tossed the pills back into the container, tightened the cap on, and chucked that thing as far as you could. Your eyes were welling with tears, of sheer anger - at who knows what. After a moment of breathing heavily, you managed to calm yourself down, and collapsed into the grass. Defeated.
Sometimes you came out to the forest when you had nothing better to do. When your parents were arguing, you'd slip out the house and into the woods, wandering as far as your legs could take you. You wished to God you'd end up lost, or somehow in another country, but you always ended up finding your way back home at the end of the night. Stepping inside the house, only to be berated by your parents all over again. The slamming doors and screaming at night was so unsettling, you were too nervous to sleep.
Now you threw them in a tree, and couldn't get them anymore. Everything was so hard, why did everything have to be so hard? Resisting the urge to scream at the top of your lungs, you just quietly let the tears at your lashes, roll down your pallid cheeks. Your fingernails digging into your palms.
Suddenly, you heard a rustle of leaves, and small gasp slipped past your lips. Quickly wiping your face off, you scrambled up to your feet, arms and hands held close to yourself. Nothing happened. . .
"H-hello? Is someone here?" You furrowed your brows, this was starting to scare you a little. The bush rustled again, earning a tiny yelp from you. Carefully taking a step closer, you tried peering into the tens of leaves.
A stray deer poked it's head out, as well as the rest of it's body, chewing at leaves. After seeing the friendly forest animal, you let out a sigh of relief to yourself, almost laughing. Thank goodness.
"Who are you?"
That caught you off guard. Spinning on your heel, after coming face first with large dark eyes, you stepped back and screamed. Loud enough for some birds to fly off somewhere else, and the deer to stop chewing. Your chest was heaving, you were way to jumpy for this - you'd end up with a heart attack.
With wide eyes, you stared at the boy that was right over your shoulder. Messy blonde hair, red highlights, dark hues and pale skin. His clothes were rather loose, but the brace on his arm was what confused you. He shoved his hands in his pockets, head slowly tilting to the side, waiting for you to answer him.
"I-. . ." You were afraid you'd stutter. . . He just stared at you. Nervously fretting with the hem of your blouse, you slightly bowed your head. "My name, is, [Y/n] [L/n]."
". . . Never heard of you." His eyes wandered off elsewhere, before he let out a small sigh. "This yours?" Taking a few steps closer to you, he pulled something out of his pocket. Your heart almost stopped beating, seeing the bottle of pills in his hand. It seems like those damn things always found a way to fuck up your days.
"Yeah. Thanks." You mumbled, reaching a hand out and snatching them back, immediately shoving them in your pocket. "So, who are you? What's your name?" Shifting your attention back to the male, you gave him a small smile. The blonde pointed at himself, and you nodded.
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BURST ! [ Beyblade Burst x reader ]
Romance" let's not fall in love " [ cover art ; https://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=21329730 ]