The Emotions Within

I Screamed

I screamed so much,
So loud, but it still hurts.
I fell to the ground,
Clutching every inch of me
But the tears and pain wouldn't stop.

No one is around to see me vulnerable,
No one around to understand why?,
No one to trust with these secrets,
No one to comfort my soul.

The only thing I cherished the most,
To keep me sane in this world,
My one solid comfort and rock,
Taken from me and I screamed.

I started to shake like a leaf,
I feel so broken,
I don't know how to piece myself together,
And I screamed.

Then I looked at my wrist and pictured blood,
Wondering what it would be like to end it all.
But something held me back, I don't know what.
So I screamed and I cried, until there was only silence in my mind.

© Danielle Patrick