To my dearest

5| My fault

Levi woke up, his eyes fluttered open, his slumber was long enough to fufill his sleepless nights, yet he was greeted with something messy.
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“Hange!”

Levi shouted loud enough, but there was no respond. He looked at every corner of his room yet there was nothing to find. Not even the slightest of the four-eyed girl that he admires the most.

He rush to his drawer and took out a jacket, as soon as the door opened he dash out to search for his girl. With somehow rage escaping the mouth of his unspeaking mind.

In the hallways, as he walks in speed he saw a glimpse of dark brown hair rushing away of his sight.

The heck, and why is she running away?

Then there he is, running at full speed way so fast. Like being an Ackerman means being so strong and fast all the time.

As he got closer, his arms took a hold of Hange's waist while she gasp to such surprise. Hange turned her head back a little, then what she did next was to apology. Apologizing too much as if she was in a drama series.

“Sorry!! I messed up your room!Im sorry!! ”

“Sorry, I am really sorry!”

She constantly beg for forgiveness.

“Tch, Hange what happened?”

Levi said, trying to sound more soft and for once getting rid of his cold attitude to anyone.

“Tch, it's fine for real, there's no need to be sorry  I can clean the room later”

Levi said as what he can see in her hazelnut orbs are those of pure sadness.

Maybe, it's repeating in her head, the memories long forgotten.

He let go of her, then assist her back to his room. They entered with Hange hesitating if she should, she saw all the mess she did, now she felt real guilty.

The black curtains were loosely hang, the window pane was broke into countless little shards. The blankets were tore into seams and nothing more can be cruel.

Levi's collection of teacups beside the bathroom's entrance got broken also with some more left.

tch...remembering can be this painful

Levi thought while stealing a glance from the brunette, his eyes have swollen after seeing the tears that formed in the corners of Hange's eyes.

tch this isnt good.

Hange slowly lifts her hand, about to caress away her tears but at the moment Levi's hand fastly cups her cheek, facing her. Then slowly his thumb reached out for her eyes and wipe the tears away.

Hange was indeed shocked at what he did, but she smiled while her tears constantly fall down her orbs. The hazelnut eyes she have became more hazel and reddish as she seemed to be hurt, somewhere deep within here.

“Levi...it hurts.”

Hange said calmly as she then smiled once again. Levi just stared at her, he dont know what she's thinking at the moment, the vibe she's been emanating is somehow unfamiliar despite of the memories he gotten. He didnt know..

“Hange...do you remember your past life?”

He asked her but she began shaking after his words.

“I-i d-don't...”

Hange stuttered making Levi worry about her more.

“Ssshh”

He said as he put her to a shut, making her calm while holding both of her shoulders. She then began breathing slowly and calmly as she could.

Hange remembers something, but she can't fully grasp the feeling. It's too unfamiliar to her knowings. There was this man she admires yet there was this lovely girl who he seemed to love.

And there was an ache, a very hidden ache deep inside her heart.

“Hange, take a bath you'll sleep here”

Levi ordered her as he throw her a towel and an oversize shirt that he have. It made Levi somehow smile a little, knowing that as a man his shoulders are broader and his body is a lot bigger than Hanji, not that big though but he's a little happy by the thought.

“Ok...”

Hange replied and seemed to be haftly conscious as she was about to exit Levi's room.

“Tch, shitty four-eyes I have my bathroom here”

Levi said pulling her before she could ever exit. She muttered a low sorry and made her way to the bathroom while carrying her given clothes.