So yeah that weekend was rough, after the party I woke up with a massive hangover and just stayed in bed all day. Then on Sunday I had Amy come over and we watched Netflix and had a bunch of snacks and drinks, it was epic!
It was Monday morning and I did my usual morning rituals which was basically just normal getting ready stuff but I just liked to call it my 'rituals'. An then as usual I walked past my drunk half asleep mother on the way out the door, but by now I was just so use to her being the way she is that sometimes I forgot she was even still here.
I mean who could blame her, her husband walked out on her leaving her with a three year old me and then killed himself by overdosing on pain killers a year later. I understood what she was going through but that was almost thirteen years ago, she needed to get over it. She was taking it out on me in a way but I've come to realize that I have to take care of myself and I will just have to deal with her when she is in my way.
I'm sorry for all that mom crap but today that's all I thought about, I completely shut everyone out even Cassie, which was hard to do but I managed. I really don't know why I was thinking about my mom and her situation so much today?!
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Fiksi RemajaMy name is Caroline and I moved here about three months ago. I thought that being the new kid could be positive, new school, new you, new life, but I was wrong, it sucked. Everyday I come home crying only to be greeted by my drunk widowed mother.
