This was suppose to be put into an appreciation book someone was making for you during your hiatus for you to come back too.
I guess they never got around to doing it so I will post it here for you to read, um, if you want to that is.
I spoke from my heart and poured my emotions out in this since you are my friend and deserve nothing but the best.
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Ara, I knew you when you were on PinkCottonClouds, I first met you in Emmy's roleplay, which was really fun. You were a great rper, your detail and wording was so amazing, I felt very insecure when replying with my own crappy replies. Since then, I have always admired your writing skills, they are just amazing, like, you bring to knowledge things people don't wanna write about. The detail you put makes you feel like you are there experiencing what the characters are feeling. I adore that a lot and strive to follow in your footsteps of writing such beautiful work!
I can never express how much I love you, as a friend, I will always be there for you. Even when you think no one is, a lot of people are, but you don't see us. So, that is why we always tell you how much we love and care for you, so you know we do care and you won't be lonely or hurt. We hate seeing you hurting, that is why we do what we do, always try and do our best to help. Even if we fail, we still try and help you out no matter what you post or say. We are your friends, we want you to be happy and not feel the way you do, it hurts and discourages us to know, for me to know that you are still hurting no matter how hard we try. I wanna do more for you, but all I know how is to be there for you and just want you to know that.
You may think no one wants to hear your voice or opinions of updates, but we do, which is why we vote comment and are always there whenever you post to try and help. There may be some people who have their reasonings to ignore and hurt you, but they were never you're true friends. True friends stick with you through everything, no matter what you say or what happens they never leave. I will never leave you and I want you to know that no matter what you do or say, I'm not leaving. You may don't see us as close as I do, but I do want you to know that no matter what happens or what people say, I will be by your side. No one can take me away from being your friend.
We all have our ups and downs, but it makes us stronger, I want you to see that, because right now you have no idea how hard my life is. But I am still hear, holding onto that silver lining I know is there, I want you to do the same thing! I care so much about you, and I may be sounding like a broken record, but I want you to know I will always be there for you and love you. I hope you can see that I will always be here for you whenever you need. I am just a message away to help whenever you need to rant or talk, it is what I am here for. All I have been through is what helps me helo you, if you let me.
I really do love you Ara, no one will ever change that. I will stay by your side for as long as you are around here. You are not ever leaving and I will make sure of that, I can't lose my good friends because I have very few. You are one of those very few friends and you will never know how much I love and care about you. Never think you are alone, tour not. Never think no one likes you, never wants you around, because that isn't true. So many people need you and like you, which is why we are still here.
Love you Ara ❤
