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I love the feeling of being ignored, it is such a wonderful feeling that I feel every day, it is becoming more normal than laughing.
I just hate how I try and be a friend then it end up being one sided and on my end, doing everything, including keeping in touch.
If it wasn't for me, we wouldn't talk or I wouldn't be able to say I didn't try, because I did.
If this hurts, I am sorry, but sometimes the truth hurts and you need to understand that what you don't think you're doing to me is wrong, but it is.
I end up crying at night, almost every night, knowing that no matter how much I care about everyone, they don't care about me.
Put yourself in my shoes, it hurts badly and there is no way to heal that pain no matter how much I want it gone.
My past makes it so easy to get attached to people who I think care about me and when they leave or ignore me it takes me back to the one part of my life that has made me this way.
You never know why a person is the way they are unless you care enough to ask them and get to know then for who they are.
I will admit, I pretend with a whole lot of you, I don't want to see how much you don't care again, when I already know it.
Only my close best friends know how I truly feel and they don't tell me what to do. They cheer me up and are there for me, just listening to me and helping me to just feel better.
In closing, I just hate feeling ignored by you guys. For once, reach out to me and make an effort to be my friend instead of just saying you are.
I truly am sorry that I hurt you by this, but this is my emotions that I hide and keep to myself, if you don't like my feelings, then that is your problem.
