I am sick of people saying I am leaving myself out.
Oh no honey, I do everything in my power to be included. I can't help if people don't want acknowledge I exist or I am saying anything.
Give me a freaking break.
I will do anything to be included, even doing things out of my comfort zone if that means being included.
I don't understand what I did to deserve to be treated like a ghost.
If anyone says I am being toxic I am going to reach though this screen and strangle you. I am not toxic, I never have been toxic, I can't help I have been in this dark hole I can't get out of.
Cut me some freaking slack for once in your lives okay?
Sorry if this seems mean. I am hurt and just want to cry and punch stuff.
So please just pray for me and stuff.
Thanks.
