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Hey guys I just have to say this real quick, I'm sorry I haven't been posting frequently lately and I hate myself for it.

I just have been so sad. feeling so suicidal and depressed and I know you guys probably don't care and some of you don't even read A/Ns' but it's all my fault I haven't updated and I will try to soon but I have so much emotional issues going on and I've started cutting again and I have pills hiding in my wallet and-it's just really bad. I haven't been eating a lot because I feel to fat and I can't eat. I don't want to. It's like I don't care about anything anymore and it's gotten to the point where I just want to die.

What more selfish? Committing suicide (not thinking about other peoples happiness just how I will feel when I'm dead and happy) or people forcing me to live in a world where I'm unhappy and miserable.

I'm just an angle that wants to go home.

I know this maybe might be sad to read but I need to get this out and apologize. I am so fucking sorry, I am so so so so so sorry. I love you guys and hope you understand.

I am soooo sorry. I. am. sorry.

Don't hate me. I love you.

P.s.: I'm sorry.

P.s.s: I am so so so sorry.

P.s.s.s: I am super sorry. ❤️

Updates soon ❤️