Feelings

I need answers, ASAP

     It'd be nice to at least have clear skin before I die.
Life sucks.

     I wish I could eat forever, never get full, and not gain any weight. Now that would be awesome. But, that's not happening. Not in a million years.
 
     I wonder if pigs will ever be able to fly...?
I wonder why we get gray hair and our skin gets wrinkled when we get old?

     I wonder why the sky is blue? I wonder why the reason the sky is blue is the reason the sky is blue.

     I wonder why we're here? Why does earth exist? Why is there a whole universe? Does the universe have an end? If so, what's beyond the end? Is it nothing, or is there more, and more, and it lasts forever? Forever is weird to think about. Life is crazy man.

     What does everything mean? What does mean mean? What's the definition of definition? Why is definition the word for the meaning of something? How did people come up with words, and figure out what they meant? How do I know what they mean? Why are there so many colors? Why are there plants? Why do bugs exist? How come we're so smart? But, what if we're really not? This is all just made up. One day, someone decided we needed a reason.

     A reason to be here. But, were the reasons they came up with good ones? What's the point in having a job, and making money to spend? Who decided that people needed clothes? How did we figure out how to bleach a persons hair? Why do we insist on buying objects that we don't need? Why can't we just live like everything else on the planet? And, who on earth thought it was a good idea to say, " Hey, I think it's gross for women to have hair anywhere on their bodies but there head" ?

     Why do we have to eat? Why do our bodies work the way they do? Why do people get so caught up on their appearance? Why do we go to school? To get good jobs and be successful? So we can make lots of green paper to spend, and little metal coins, too? Why do we need money? Why do we have to pay rent to live somewhere safe?

     Why do people get sick? Why do we die? Why do we live?

     Why do we fall in love? What does it mean to fall in love? Who came up with the concept of love? Why am I asking all these questions? Why do we ask questions? What are questions? Why do we ask questions to learn something new? What's the point of it all? Why can't people just be nice to everyone? Why do people take away others lives that aren't their own to take?

     Do we really understand why we're here? Or is it all just a well thought out story book?

    We all have questions we'd like to have answers to, but do you really want the answer to that question?

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