Leave your lover (Sam Smith fan fiction)

Chapter 1 (Another day next to him)

(Sam POV)

"Wow Reese that was really good!"

Me and Reese were at it again. I was watching play the piano in the studio like i do every saterday. i was again just staring at my first love thinking of what it would be like if he knew the truth. I decided tonight was the night i would come out. I will tell everyone tonight that i am gay and then ask Reese to be my partner. I mean im 21 for christ sake.

(AT SNL studio)

"So Sam tell us somethig we dont know about you."

"Well i am ..........gay."

I told the world and tomorrow i would talk to Reese.

So the next day came and I invited Reese to dinner. We were sitting and having a splendid time. He was so wonderful, sweet, and talented. I was only known here in London so he didn't see me admit to my homosexuality. He is based in Paris.

I only appeared in one song with disclosure so far so I wasn't famous but I knew it would cone and when it did I want Reese to be there with me.

"So Reese how are things lately?" My voice was shaky because I was so nervous. "Well things have been great lately me and my boyfriend are going to PortoRico for the week in May." When the words left his mouth my heart shattered. "B-boyfriend?" "Yes Sam boyfriend and by the way I saw you confession, you should find someone very special to fill your need for love."

All I could do was nod and attempt to smile. He had a lover and it wasn't me.

The next day I went to the studio after cleaning stalls at the pub again last night and started writing.

Tears flowed out as I wrote down my feelings.

I don't have much to give but I don't care for gold, what use is money when you need someone to hold. Don't have directions, I'm just rolling down this road, waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold.

You'll never know the endless nights the rhyming of the rain or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call his name.

Pick up and leave everything don't you see what I can bring, can't keep this beating heart at bay.

Set my midnight sarrow free, I will give you all of me just leave your lover, leave him for me..........

I wrote and recorded till I was sore.

A week later I got a call saying I was to perform in America.

I sold out in 5 min. This was my new beginning. I was going to use my heartbreak and make people understand one sided love instead of the normal love songs.

Love doesn't always work and I am going to make that known.