BLUE MOON , klaus mikaelson ³ ✔️

❁ 5. Shadows

Amaya's PoV:

Most people are afraid of me. They're afraid of my powers. As the daughter of Klaus Mikaelson and Olivia Hale I inherited all kinds of villians. Little did they know that I was their biggest nightmare. I tried to hide who I was all my life and now I'm finally free. I kept a few things a secret even from my family.

My darker self manifested itself when I was around 12. As I got older it became worse. You remember my friend Allison? She was the only one I could actually talk about with this thing. She understood me.

When I turned sixteen years old my life changed completely! I started to become immortal. I started to see things differently. I saw them differently. Sophia, my Aunt Sara, even my own mother. Hope once told that she used to be a Queen to our own kind. But in the end, she killed them all. So, she was no better than me right now.

I always knew our bloodline was special and dangerous, but I never understood by how much. Now I did. I knew that my powers grew from the day to something that I was not able to understand. And sometimes it frightened me. When I see the storm I caused it makes me want to undo it all. But then I give in. I give in into my powers and that makes me dangerous and ruthless. Everytime I give in it takes a little bit of my humanity. And there was only so much left until I become like them. Like my parents. A monster.

My mom always wanted to protect me from my darkness but once I let it out it was hard to keep it back in. And my dad always said that I was born to be a little dark. He also said that my kindness and my good heart are overweighing the darkness. Well, he was wrong. The darkness always is stronger than the light. I would know. Despite what Camille says.

And sometimes my light comes through... for a few minutes. Then I snap back into the darkness, embracing it like a good hug.

My whole life I've been dreaming to be free. And now I was. But with the freedom came a dangerous price. A price that I did not know if I could actually pay. Once upon a time, there was a prophecy about the child of the moon killing their friend. And until now I never realized that I could be said child. That I could actually harm or kill someone I cared about.

But since a few days everything seemed possible. That even I could actually kill. Kill someone I know. And maybe even trigger my curse.

Trigger the curse. A thing I have talked and thought since years. I have talked so much with Hayley and Keelin about it that I sometimes forget that I haven't triggered it, yet. Dad said that if I ever should turn that he, Hayley and Mom would stay by my side through all of it. Even it that means that I would've killed someone. Dad also said that he's proud of Hope for turning and that he is as much as proud of me not having triggered my curse, yet.

But back to the earlier stuff. This dark power of mine is something I, nor my parents or my family saw coming. Aunt Sara said that every Revilas had a dark side but that it doesn't have to actually show and lash out. Sophia on the other hand said that especially our bloodline was the most darkest. Were we born to play the villian? Hell, I don't know. But somebody has to fill that role and Dad probably retired from this role.

Now, somebody else has to do it and step in to be evil. Is it gonna be me? Could be possible, if I'm being honest with myself. But the whole thing is making me also so scared of myself that I sometimes can't even look into the mirror. I'm scared of myself. And my future.

But who will I be? Will I be this crazy person who will kill or will I try not to be the villian? Who knows what my future has for me. After all, I'm a Mikaelson. Daughter of the two most feared supernaturals in their worlds.