Cuts / Taekook

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/Jungkook POV/

It was a couple of days later after that... um... sexual activity, yes sexual activity. I could barely walk, so Jiminie hyung and Hobi hyung decided to take care of me for a bit. Yoonie hyung wasn't bother and also helped a bit, he made me soup and some killer dumplings. Jinnie and Namjoonie hyung, teased me a bit, but I didn't take it too seriously, but the voices are so loud right now. Can't they shut the fuck up already?!

I grabbed my ear buds which was attached to my phone, which was on my nightstand. I decided to play some music from Seventeen. (Play the video above) I started to sing the lyrics.

"ulgo shipji ana
ulgo shipji ana

saranghaeseo, saranghandaneun mari
bujokhaeseo, geu eotteon mareul kkeonaebwado
neo hanaman akkideon nal dugoseo eodi gan geoni
naega shireo eoeo jyeoseo meolli gan geoni

jangnanchiji ma, geogi itneun geo ara
natanal geo gata, manyang gidarida
neol chajagaya dwae chajagaya dwae
jigeum ulmyeon mot bolji moreunikka

ulgo shipji ana
ulgo shipji ana
nunmureun manchiman
ulgo shipji ana

nasseolji aneun gil, i giri nasseolda
aneun gil matneunji naege tto mudjiyo
hokshina geu saram nal chatgo itji aneulkka
naneun jigeum neol chatgo isseoyo

jangnanchiji ma, geogi itneun geo ara
natanal geo gata, manyang gidarida
neol chajagaya dwae gaya haneunde
nunmul goyeo jeomjeom heuryeojyeo"

Trans:

Don’t wanna cry
Don’t wanna cry

Because I love you, because the words I love you
Isn’t enough, no matter what I say
I loved you so much, where’d you go?
Did you leave because you don’t like me anymore?

Don’t play around, I know you’re right there
Feels like you’ll appear, so I’m just waiting
I need to find you, need to find you
Because if I cry right now, I might not see you

Don’t wanna cry
Don’t wanna cry
I have a lot of tears
But I don’t wanna cry

The path that used to be familiar, it’s now unfamiliar
Is this the path I know? I ask myself
What if she’s looking for me?
I’m looking for you right now

Don’t play around, I know you’re right there
Feels like you’ll appear, so I’m just waiting
I need to find you, I need to go
But tears well up and it’s getting blurrier

I slowly looked outside, smiling how beautiful the outside looked, but it was just a grey tone outside, barely any color was outside. I turned around and got up from my bed, and stretched and left the room, with nothing else but a sad smile on my face.

I leaned towards the wall, to keep my balance, I wish Tae was here.... he said he was busy... was he lying to me? Was he making an excuse..? Am i that ugly......? I slowly noticed I was crying, I moved so my back was on the wall. I slid down to the ground, and wiped my eyes. I don't wanna cry.. not now..

It took a moment before I pulled myself up, and limped over to the living room, to see nobody was there, I looked at the clock on the wall, it was 2:09am. I turned on a lamp and sat down on the couch, staring at nothing, my thoughts slowly consumed me.

I don't know how much longer I can take this... maybe a month? A week? A day? A hour? This moment? I hope I can last until the end of this year... I want to be alive for them... even if I barely remember them. I was clouded in my thoughts that I haven't notice Jiminie hyung sitting besides me, side hugging me. I slowly turned around and wrapped my arms around him, as he did the same.

He broke the hug and his sad yet beautiful brown eyes stared at my dull eyes. I was about to look away when I heard him say, "Kook please stay with me until I fall asleep.." I nodded with a small smile and we went to a comfortable position. He laid his head on my shoulder, I hummed Hold Me Tight, me and Yoongi hyung were recording earlier. There was a blanket on us.

He snuggled closer and slowly drifted off to sleep. "He looks so peaceful... so happy.." I thought with a smile. I slowly turn off the lamp, the room became pitch black. I slowly drifted off to sleep, with a sad smile on my face.

/In the morning/

I shuffled around before opening my eyes, and rubbed my eyes. I slowly got up and placed the blanket on Jimin to make sure he was warm. I slowly when in the bathroom and did my bathroom routine. I got out of the bathroom, I didn't take a shower yet, because well.. I slept in the living room.

I went in my room and grabbed some clothes and left. I went in the bathroom stripped and took a shower, I was about to leave the bathroom, when some randomly comes in and says, "YAAAHHHHHH" and left, what the hell? I got out after checking and wore a white shirt, and sweatpants, I also wore black boxers, and left the bathroom and headed to the living room.

I saw Taehyung there. I was shocked. He smiled at me, showing me his amazing box smile, oh god I'm falling for him.

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892 words. Hello there. I need sleep. I also need food. *stares at a wall*

Remember, you nice keep going. I am not sorry. Goodbye!!