Paralyzed

I can do something

Flower's POV

-3 weeks later-

Darry told me everything even though I knew what happened. I had so many questions. Where was my Dallas? Was he okay? Was he still alive? Was he upset? Does he Remeber me? Does he have a new girl? Can I kill her? Does he still love me? Does he want to see? When can I go home? When will I get better? But I couldnt ask them. I'm normally happy, but I kinda just gave up. I don't think they know I can understand what's going on. I know I'm Paralyzed okay?! I'm not stupid! And can everyone stop crying in front of me?! I hate it to see my boys sad! I try to give a smile, but I can't. Why even try anymore. No one can see it, but I'm completely depressed. I've never been so sad in my life. And I hate it.

"Hey Flower how are you feeling?" Soda asked softly

I'm not a fucking baby! I frowned my eyebrows. Ah! I did something!

"Guys!" He yelled

Darry and Pony ran in.

I looked up and them.

"What What's wrong." Darry asked nervously.

I frowned my eyebrows again. I mean come on in fine. I mean other than the fact that I cant do anything.

"Oh my god!" Pony said with joy

I smiled a bit.