You Don't Understand Me

Chapter 1: Loser

Y/n: Good morning mom.
I walked over to my mom, who was sitting at the kitchen table and gave her a hug.
Mom: Good morning dear.
Y/n: Have you eaten yet? I was going to make breakfast.
Mom: Oh I'm fine sweetie, you go ahead.
I turned around to face her.
Y/n: Mom, you have to eat. You know what the doctor said.
Mom: Yes, I know. But-
Y/n: No buts.
I turned back to the fridge and got some things out to make breakfast with.
Y/n: Enjoy.
I placed a plate of eggs, bacon, and some sausage. I poured her a glass of orange juice and gave it to her along with her pills.
Mom: Thank you dear.
I sat down and we started eating.
TALKING TO READER.
Y/n: Just you give you a little back story on my life, my mom was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer. We have tried to go to a doctor, but we can't afford it. My dad is a drunk and nothing but a waste of space, but my mom doesn't really do anything about it. Not like she can, we need him. He's the only one who keeps food on the table and a roof on our heads, so we just deal with it. When he's drunk, he yells at me. He never does anything to my mom, which as long as he doesn't I don't have a problem. Yes, I hate him. He doesn't just yell at me, he beats me sometimes, even when he's not drunk. But I cover them up when I go to school or out anywhere. Alright, enough about me and back to the story.
END BACK STORY.
We finished eating and I did the dishes. Just as I was about to walk out the door, my father came into the kitchen.
Dad: Are you not going to say goodbye to your mother?
He said with an angry voice.
I slowly turned around to face him.
Y/n: I was just about to..
I said in a low tone, as I didn't want to anger him more.
Dad: Do it.
I walked over to my mother and hugged her and said goodbye. I grabbed my keys and my backpack ready to walk out again for school. As I turned around, I bunped into my father who had a cup of hot coffee and it spilled all over my shirt. I tried not to scream from the hot liquid burning my skin.
Dad: Look where you're going!
He yelled and I jumped from the sudden voice.
Y/n: I-I'm sorry, I d-didn't mean t-too-
Dad: Clean it up, NOW!
I quickly grabbed a towel and whipped up the mess. I got up to get the mop when he grabbed my arm.
Dad: You're not done.
Y/n: I-I was just getting the m-mop.
I felt tears forming in my eyes from his grip, as it was hurting me.
Mom: Honey, please let her go. She's going to be late for school.
My mom placed a hand on his shoulder and he looked back at her. He let me go.
Dad: Just go, I don't want to see you right now.
He said and walked out of the kitchen upstairs.
Mom: Are you okay?
Y/n: Yeah, I'm fine.
I lied, I didn't want to worry her anymore than she already was. I went upstairs and carefully patched up my stomach a but and changed my shirt. When I was done, I got in my car and drove to school.
TIME SKIP 30 MINUTES.
I parked the car and checked the time.
Y/n: 7:15, I still have 20 minutes until school starts.
I put my phone in my pocket and got out of my car, locking it after. I walked inside the building with the hood of my jacket up so no one sould see it was me. I got to my locker and put some things in it and took some out. Suddenly, my locker was slammed shut and I was pushed against the lockers.
???: Look who we have here. The loser is back.
I heard the voice of the one person I really didn't want to see right now. I slowly opened my eyes to look at him.
Y/n: What do you want Namjoon?
I said trying not to sound scared but it was clear that I was.
Joon: What? I can't say hi to you?
He said sarcastically. I stayed silent.
Joon: Cat got your tongue?
He laughed.
Y/n: Please, just leave me alone.
Joon: Now why would I do that?
Y/n: To be a decent human being for once.
I said but immediately regretted it as I felt a smack on the right side of my face.
Joon: Getting brave now I see.
I blinked away the tears and looked down.
Joon: Do that again and you'll get a lot worse.
Everyone was either ignoring that this was happening or just watching. I had no friends to help me, nobody cared about me. He pushed me on the floor and walked away with his group. I got up and grabbed my stuff and went to my first class. I walked in and went to my seat and sat down. Not long after the teacher came in and started class.
T: Good morning class. Before we start, we have a new student.
Everyone started whispering.
T: Please come in and introduce yourself.
The door opened and a boy walked in. I have to admit, he was cute.
???: Hello everyone, my name is Kim Yugyeom, I hope we get along.
He gave a little smile. His eyes met mine and I quickly looked away.
T: Any questions for Yugyeom?
A few student raised their hands.
T: Yes, Nina?
Nina: Do you have a girlfriend?
Yugyeom looked at her.
YG: No, I don't.
T: Okay, Yugyeom you can sit with
Y/n, Y/n please raise your hand.
I raised my hand I saw him smile and he walked iver to the empty seat next to me.
YG: Hey.
Y/n: Hi.
YG: I would say my name, but I guess you already know that.
He chuckled.
Y/n: Yeah, and the teacher said my name so I guess you know mine too.
I chuckled as well.
YG: Yeah.
T: Okay everyone, pay attention.
We both looked at the teacher and focused in the lesson. After around 15 minutes into class, I felt eyes on me. I slowly looked around but didn't see anyone looking at me.
Thoughts: Weird.
I went back to taking notes, but I still felt eyes on me.
TIME SKIP, AFTER CLASS. LUNCH.
I gathered my things and walked to the cafeteria and got my lunch. I walked to my usual table in the corner and sat down. I started eating when I heard my name.
???: Y/n!
I looked up and saw Yugyeom walking towards me. When he finally reached my table, he spoke.
YG: Can I eat lunch with you?
Y/n: Um, sure.
He sat down across from me.
YG: So, tell me about yourself.
I looked up at him.
Y/n: Why?
YG: Well, if we are going to be friends we might as well get to know each other right?
Y/n: Right, sure. What do you want to know?
YG: Whatever.
Y/n: Well, I'm an only child and I'm 18.
I didn't want to tell him about my parents, I didn't really know him after all.
YG: That's it?
Y/n: Yeah, I'm not a very interesting person.
I said as I laughed a little bit.
Y/n: Now you go.
YG: Well, I'm 18, I have an older brother, and I just moved here a few weeks ago.
We continued talking while we were eating. Not going to lie, he actually made me laugh. He was nice and really funny. After lunch we parted ways as well went to our separate classes.
TIME SKIP AFTER SCHOOL.
I was walking to the exit of the school when I was pushed against the lockers. At this point no one was in the school since I stay later to help the teachers with some clean up work.
???: Not so fast loser.
It was Namjoon again. I looked at him already tired of this.
Y/n: What-
He didn't even give me time to talk before he punched me in the stomach. I fell to the ground and started coughing. He bent down to my level and looked in my eyes.
Joon: You're so pathetic.
He kicked me in the stomach and walked out of the building. I laid there for a good 10 minutes before I finally got up. I carefully walked to ny car and drove home. I got home and got out of my car and went inside the house. I shut the door behind me and heard my mom.
Mom: Y/n? Is that you?
Y/n: Yes, its me.
I said and walked up the stairs holding my stomach. I got to my room and shut the door. I walked over to my bathroom and lifted up my shirt. I looked at the burn mark from this morning and the bruises that Namjoon caused earlier. My eyes made their way down to my arms. The cuts. I had cuts on my arms from when I would cut myself. I always patched them uo because I would always find a reason to keep living. And that reason was my mother. I got undressed and took a shower.
TIME SKIP.
When I was finished I walked back into my room and put on my clothes. I went downstairs to the kitchen to make some dinner. As I was making dinner I heard my father come in. I put 3 plates on the kitchen table and put door on them and some drinks in some glasses. I walked into the luving room.
Y/n: Dinner is ready. I said and went back into the kitchen, followed by my mother and father. We all sat down and began eating. It was quiet until my mother spoke.
Mom: How was work honey?
Dad: Fine.
Mom: What you dear, how was school?
Y/n: Fine. We have a new student.
Mom: What's their name?
Y/n: His name is Yugyeom. He's very sweet.
Dad: Stay away from him.
Y/n: W-Why?
Dad: You need to focus on your studies.
Y/n: I know-
Dad: If you know then stay away from him.
Y/n: Y-Yes sir.
I looked down at my plate. It was silent again. We finished eating and I did the dishes. I went up to my room and started doing some homework. After a while, I finished and went to sleep, wanting this day to end already.
End chapter 1, chapter 2 coming soon!