You Don't Understand Me

Chapter 10: Feelings

I would like to say that I wanted to push him away or something, but I didn't. In fact, I kissed him back. I'm sure why...or, maybe I am sure why. It felt different this time around, it didn't feel wrong, it felt...right, like it was supposed to be this way. As I kissed Namjoon back, I felt him smile against my lips. After a few more seconds, we broke the kiss. I slowly opened my eyes and looked into his.
Joon: Y/n-
*RING RING*
He was cute off by my phone.
Y/n: I should answer that.
I said awkwardly.
Joon: Yeah...
He got off me and helped me up. I grabbed my phone and answered it.
ON PHONE
Y/n: Hello?
???: Hello, is this Y/n?
Y/n: Yes it is, may I ask who this is?
???: I'm Dr.Choa at central hospital.
Y/n: Oh, right! I remember now.
Dr.C: Well, I need you to come here as quick as you can.
I suddenly got really worried for some reason.
Y/n: Why?
Dr.C: Its your mother.
My face and mind went blank.
Y/n: What happened?
Dr.C: Its easier to explain in person, so please get here quickly.
Y/n: Is she okay? Hello?!
The line went dead and I looked at my phone.
Joon: What's wrong?
Y/n: I need to get to the hospital.
Joon: Hold on, why?
I looked at him.
Y/n: I'll have to tell you later. I gotta go.
Joon: At least take a shower first, I'll drive you.
Y/n: Fine, but we have to be quick.
I ran into the bathroom and took a quick shower. I changed into some clothes Namjoon gave me and we left.
TIME SKIP
We got to the hospital and I got out of the car with Namjoon following behind me. I ran in and went to the front desk.
Y/n: Excuse me?
N: Yes, ma'am?
Y/n: I need to speak to Dr.Choa.
N: Oh, he's with a patient-
Y/n: Is their name Yoon-Ah?
N: I'm sorry I can't give you that information.
Y/n: Please-
???: Y/n.
I turned around.
Y/n: Dr.Choa, what happened?! Is she okay?!
Dr.C: She fainted this morning, but she stable for now.
Y/n: Can I see her?
Dr.C: Of course, right this way.
He lead us to her room. I went inside and saw her in bed. I rushed over to her and sat in the chair next her bed. I held her hand. Her eyes opened and looked at me.
Mom: Y/n-ah...
She said weakly.
Y/n: Hey, mom.
Mom: How is my little girl?
Y/n: I'm okay. How about you?
Mom: I'm just fine sweetie, don't worry about me.
Y/n: How can I not? You're my mom.
She chuckled.
Mom: I know.
She sounded really tired.
Y/n: Get some rest, okay?
She nodded and closed her eyes again.
Dr.C: Y/n, may I speak with you please?
I nodded and walked out of the room.
Y/n: Stay in here, tell me if something happens.
I said to Namjoon as he nodded. I turned to Dr.Choa.
Y/n: What is it?
Dr.C: Your mom doesn't have much longer with how much the cancer has expanded.
I stood there for a few seconds before speaking.
Y/n: How long does she have?
Dr.C: Its hard to tell, but I would say a few days at most.
Y/n: A few days?
He nodded.
Dr.C: I'm sorry.
He then walked away. I just stood there, frozen. The door opened revealing Namjoon.
Joon: What did he say?
I looked up at him. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out, only the tears that were in my eyes ran down my cheeks.
???: Y/n?
I turned around to see Monique, Jae, and Yugyeom.
Moe: What happened?
She came over to me. I couldn't hold it anymore, I started crying. She pulled me into a hug.
Moe: Its okay.
I just continued crying.
TIME SKIP, TWO DAYS LATER.
I was still at the hospital. My mom had woken up a few times and we talked. Each moment made me even more emotional. I didn't want to leave her side in case she slipped away. I had been trying to call and text my dad, but he wasn't answering.
Moe: Y/n, you should eat something.
She said as she laid her hand on my shoulder.
Y/n: I'm not hungry.
Moe: That's what you've been saying for the past two days. You need to eat something.
YG: Moe's right, maybe even a shower.
I chuckled at his comment.
Y/n: Is that your way of telling me I stink?
Joon: I'll take her home so she can shower.
Y/n: Its okay really. I can shower here.
Joon: Fine, but you need clothes. Come on, I'll take you to get some.
I didn't want to leave, but I knew they were right.
Y/n: Fine, but you guys call me if anything happens.
Moe: Of course. Now go, you seriously stink.
I laughed and grabbed my stuff. I left with Namjoon to his car. We got in and he drove me to my house. We got there and I took out my keys from my bag and unlocked the door.
Y/n: Dad? Are you home?
I got no response as I walked in, with Namjoon behind me.
Y/n: I'll be right back.
He nodded as I went to my room and grabbed enough clothes to last a while. When I was done, I went downstairs.
Y/n: I'm done-
I saw Namjoon looking at some pictures of my and my family.
Joon: You guys look like a happy family.
Y/n: Yeah, well that was a long time ago.
Joon: What do you mean?
Y/n: Nothing, let's just go.
I walked out the door as Namjoon came behind me. I locked it and we got back in his car and he began driving.
TIME SKIP.
We got to the hospital and we got out of the car. We went inside and I went to my moms room.
Y/n: Did anything happen while I was gone?
Moe: No, but now that you're back, you go take a shower and I'll go get you some food.
Y/n: Thanks Moe.
Moe: Of course.
She walked out.
Y/n: I won't be long.
I said as I went inside the bathroom.
YUGYEOM POV.
When Y/n inside the bathroom and Monique left, I looked over at Namjoon. He noticed and looked at me as well.
Joon: What?
YG: You like her, don't you?
He kept a straight face.
Joon: Why?
YG: Just answer the question.
Joon: So what if I do?
YG: You do.
Joon: Yeah, I do. So what?
I sighed.
YG: I can tell she likes you too.
He looked at me.
Joon: Do you...like her?
YG: Yes, but I knew she didn't like me from the start. She only thinks of me as a friend, but when is we here looking at you....
I looked at him.
YG: I can tell she really likes you. So please, don't hurt her. She's my best friend.
I saw his eyes soften.
Joon: I won't. I promise.
Just then the door opened.
YOUR POV.
I got out of the shower and got dressed. I dried my hair and got out of the bathroom. I saw Namjoon and Yugyeom sitting looking at me.
Y/n: What?
Joon&Yugyeom: Nothing.
Y/n: Okay then.
Moe: I'm back with food!
She said as she came back in the room holding some bags. I took them and sat them on the table.
Moe: I didn't know what everyone liked so I got a little bit of everything.
Y/n: That's fine. Thanks Moe.
Moe: No problem.
We all started eating. After eating I got a phone call. I took my phone out of my pocket and it was an unknown number. I answered it anyway.
Y/n: Hello?
???: Is this Hwang Y/n?
Y/n: Yes.
???: Hello, I'm officer Lee.
Y/n: Um okay, why are you calling me if I may ask?
OL: Are you the daughter of Hwang Jihoon?
Y/n: Yes.
OL: Could you come down to the station?
Y/n: Why?
OL: You're father has been arrested.
Y/n: What?
OL: I'll explain more when you get here.
He then hung up. I put the phone down on the table.
Moe: Who was it?
Y/n: My dad was arrested.
YG: What? How?
Y/n: I don't know but I need to get down to the police station.
I grabbed my bag and walked out.
YG: I'll take you-
Joon: I'll take her. You should be here with her mom, just in case something happens.
Yugyeom nodded and Namjoon followed me out. We got to the police station and went inside.
Officer: Hello, how can I help you?
Y/n: I came here to speak to officer Lee?
OL: Ah, Y/n.
I turned around and saw, who I assumed was, Officer Lee.
Y/n: Why was my dad arrested?
OL: He got drunk and got into a bar fight.
I sighed at his words.
Y/n: Can I see him?
OL: Right this way.
He lead me to a room where he was held. He opened the door and my dad looked up and saw me.
Dad: Y/n-
Y/n: Namjoon, can you give me a minute alone with him please?
Joon: Are you sure?
Y/n: Yes.
Joon: Okay.
He walked out. I stood there, biting my lip, my eyes filled with anger.
Y/n: I thought you said you changed.
Dad: Y/n-
Y/n: Did you know mom was in the hospital, practically on HER DEATH BED?!
I was furious.
Dad: What?
Y/n: You didn't know, did you?
Dad: No.
Y/n: Because you were to busy getting drunk and in bar fights to care?! Do you realize that I've been trying to call you?! Text you?!
I started yelling at him.
Dad: Y/n, I'm sorry.
Y/n: I don't want your stupid apology.
I took off the ring he had given me.
Y/n: I'm not bailing you out...and you can have this back.
I threw the ring at him and walked out of the room.
Joon: Y/n-
I walked right past him outside. As soon as I got out of the doors, I stopped, letting out all my feelings.
Joon: Y/n, what happened?
He came over to me.
Y/n: You still want to know why I always had those bruises on me?
He just looked at me.
Y/n: My dad abused me, physically and mentally. And it got worse when he drank. And the whole time I was trying to call him about my mom, he was drinking and getting in bar fights.
I had tears going down my face rapidly, I was unable to stop them. Namjoon suddenly hugged me.
Joon: I'm sorry.
I just stood there and let him hug me as I let out everything. My phone started ringing and I picked it up.
Y/n: Hello-
Moe: Y/n! Get back her as soon as you can!
Y/n: What? Why?! What's wrong?!
Moe: Just get here!
She hung up and I ran to the car.
Y/n: Namjoon let's go!!
He got in the car and rushed to the hospital. We got there and ran inside to my moms room.
Y/n: What happened?!
Monique turned to me. I noticed Dr.Choa was in the room.
Dr.C: Y/n, she can go at any time now.
Y/n: What?
Dr.C: You should say goodbye.
With that, he walked out of the room as I went to my mom.
Mom: Y/n...come here sweetie.
Tears immediately made their way to my eyes as I held her hand.
Y/n: Mom...
She ran her hand through my hair.
Mom: Monique, can you give us a minute please?
Moe: Of course. Come on guys.
They went out of the room.
Mom: Look at me Y/n.
I looked at her.
Mom: Its okay.
Y/n: No, its not.
I said with a shaky voice.
Mom: It may seem like that now, but it will be okay. You will be okay.
She let go of my hand and took off her necklace that she was wearing.
Mom: Take this.
She handed me the necklace.
Mom: If you wear this, I'll always be with you.
I took the necklace. She pulled me into a hug.
Mom: I love you.
Y/n: I love you too.
Mom: Promise me something?
Y/n: Anything.
Mom: Always be happy. Whether it means finding someone who makes you happy, a job, whatever it may be, do what makes you happy.
Y/n: I promise.
We let go of each other and she held my hand and kissed it.
Y/n: I love you.
Mom: Love you more.
Y/n: Not possible.
Mom: Yes possible.
With that, she closed her eyes.
Y/n: Mom?
Her arm went limp, the heart monitor line went flat.
Y/n: Mom?! No mom! Please!
I started crying heavily. The door opened and they all came in. Moe came to me and hugged me.
Moe: I'm so sorry.
I hugged her back, still looking at my mom, crying.
End chapter 10, chapter 11 coming soon!
A/N:
Sorry its taken me so long to update. I've been busy with school and I recently got sick over this weekend. I hope you all understand and I will update as much as I can!❤❤