you and grayson were at home and you were scrolling through instagram while he edited a video that you weren't aloud to know about yet.
as you scrolled through instagram, you kept seeing all these pretty/fake instagram models you aspired to be. even though half of them had several surgery's done to get that beautiful.
you started getting insecure about your own body.
you turned off your phone and told gray you'd be right back.
you headed upstairs to the bathroom and closed the door.
you slowly turned to the side and lifted up your shirt in the mirror.
you felt disgusted at yourself
you didn't even know why grayson was with you.
you collapsed on the bathroom floor and started balling your eyes out.
then there was a knock on the door.
"rayla, you okay princess"
you tried to calm down and talk to him so he'd think you were okay
"yeah! just chillin"
"rayla can you open the door"
you opened the door and grayson looked at you and immediately he got sympathetic.
"baby whats wrong?"
your face showed that you were crying and very depressed.
you broke down again and grayson just embraced you in his arms.
"gray im so ugly", you cried.
"what! rayla you're so beautiful what are you talking about"
"all these girls are so much prettier than i am, why are you even with me?"
"rayla, come here"
gray motioned you to follow him.
he brought you into your shared room and patted the spot next to him for you to sit.
he grabbed the laptop and opened imovie
"gray, whats this?"
"this is what i've been working on...for you rayla"
grayson presses play and the video begins
"rayla, from the day i met you i knew you were the one. i felt butterflies in my stomach when i looked at you and my face would get hot and my palms would get sweaty...
5 mins later
i don't love you because you're extremely beautiful, i love you because you're an amazing person with a great personality. you care about others and you don't take anything for granted. you're a beautiful person inside and out. and i love you for loving me.
the end
you were at a loss of words.
you hugged him and broke down in his arms.
"i love you gray"
"i love you rayla"
hey beautiful girl, i hope this helped a little. i'm so sorry it took awhile for me to finish. but Rayla, i want you to know i'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to. love you hun :)
