My Name Is Hailey

Live saver

He uses me for the majority of the night. I passed out a few times from the pain. It's Tuesday now, I was untied and thrown into my room. I felt disgusting from what happened but in pain. Why would he do this to me, there are so many whores who would beg for that kind of action. But what he told me is something I'll never forget.
Dad: you say nothing, got it?
*nods*
Dad: no, I need you to understand. You. Cant. Say. Anything

Hailey: I said I understand

Dad: good because Megan wouldn't want to know that feeling right?

I looked surprised at him, how could he honestly think that?!

* I nod my head and agree*

Megan is the world to me, I wouldn't want this for her at all.

I sit on my bed with my knees to my chest. Thinking about everything I got up and went to check oh Megan even if every stepped hurt. I knock but hear nothing, she must still be asleep. I walk downstairs to check the time since I don't have a phone or a house phone. Its 5: 57am I take a look in the window and see my dad's truck outside. He's still here, I attempt to run back up but the pain was unbearable. So I walked as quickly but silent as possible to my room. I open my door and go inside locking it, my room is next door to his room so I put my ear to the wall to see if I could hear him. I heard nothing and my heart dropped, as I turn around to see him come out of my closet.

Hailey: please no, please
I start crying as he walks over to me

Dad: shh don't wake up Megan

I turn around immediately to open my door and leave but he got there before I could do anything else.

Dad: that really wasn't a good move

Haliey: dad stop
I pull my hands to my face and curl up into a ball and fall to the ground. He kneels down and starts running he hands up and down my small body but I push and kick him away.

Dad: maybe Megan would hold still
He stands

Hailey: don't you dare touch her

Dad: what do I get I did don't

I go red knowing what he wants me to say but I don't know, I don't want him to hurt her but I don't want him to hurt me ethier.

She's my world, and I want her to have a better life, so I say it. He gave me a twisted grin as those words came out of my mouth.

Hailey: you get.... Me
I stay still for everything, and stay quite. When he is done he leaves for work and I'm left to clean the substances from my carpet, cook, and get me and my sister ready. I felt something go down my leg, it's warm. I check to see that its blood. Oh no, I go to my parents bathroom to find pads but there were only tamponds, I put one on and it reminded me of my dad but this is all we have in this house.

It's 7am and we sit down to eat breakfast.
Megan: why are you walking funny?

Hailey:......

Hailey: I fell last night

Megan: oh I heard you yell but you stopped so I thought you were fine, are you fine?

I want to start crying and tell her no, no that I am not fine and everything he did and said to me but she's 5 I can't just say that to her.... Or can I?

Megan: Hailey? Your okay right?

Hailey: yeah it just kinda hurts

Megan: oh well feel better
She give me a big smile 😄
Oh how for that moment I felt safe

Then I walked her to school and every little kid she talked to asked why I walk so, but she told them my lie.

Charlie: Hailey!!!
I walk over to them and get in

Charlie: you okay??

Hailey: yeah I'm fine I just fell downstairs

Charlie: ouch that must have hurt

Hailey: yeah it still does but I'll be fine
We talk less than normal and I start to grow distant from him, and megan. The bell rang for lunch and I walked with Charlie.

Charlie: you okay Hailey?

Hailey: I told you yes

He gets a little to close and the moment he put his arms around me to give me a hug, I push him away from me

Hailey: oh I'm so sorry... I thought

Charlie: it's okay, your not that very strong

Hailey:.. Yeah I know I'm not

Charlie: don't take it so personally

Hailey: I'm not, I'm not

We start talking but I limit my words and sit more often.
The moment the bell rings Charlie looks down at me.

Hailey: my eyes are up here, you know

Charlie: you stained your pants Hailey

Hailey: what?
I look down I see it, I panic,hard.

Hailey: oh no what am I gonna do?
I began to tear up

Charlie: hey don't cry, I got this okay

Charlie took off his sweater and gave it to me, he's tall so it fits me like a dress

Hailey: oh my god your a life saver
I hugged him tight

Charlie: ah don't worry about it but we should go to the office to get you some pads

Hailey: yeah we should

We walk there and he opens every door for me like usual and I get as much as I need. Then we walk out

Charlie: what can you not afford to buy some?

Hailey: we're in a tough spot right now

Charlie: I'll get you some

Hailey: you wouldn't

Charlie: just wait Julie (middle name)

Hailey: *dramatically gasps* William how could you

We laughed, I haven't felt happy in so long. I go back to the place I used to call home and it happened again.

🌕🌕🌕🌕Next day🌕🌕🌕🌕

Charlie: Hailey!! Come hurry!!
I get in the car and he closes the door for me.

Hailey: thanks

Charlie: hey it's my job, oh and I got you them

Hailey: what?! You actually did?

Charlie: well yeah, I went with my older sisters to get you two, there small since you just started and I got you a small bag so you could hide them. Oh and how could I forget the chocolate 🍫🍫🍫

I just looked at everything he gave me, Wow he really did this.

Hailey: why? Like wow..... Thank you though

Charlie: hey you have it hard enough as it is, I just wanted to be your light 💡❤

I kind Blush

Hailey: well um..thanks

For a moment I thought I saw him wink