fake a smile every day
even when you
really don't want to
I've become accustomed
to the lies in my life
don't remember
then look back
go read my eyes in my past
don't dare to say I'm lying
'cause i only lie
when i say I'm alright
I'm sick and tired
of living this way
I'm not even living
I just breathe
inhale exhale
tow simple steps
to keep me on Earth
blink of an eye
one two three
where am i
I've lost myself
in a mirror of lies
fibs and fairy tale
there is no difference
in my eyes
bothe are fake
but one can come true
not the one
with the happy ever after ending
i can say goodbye
but I'm a coward
i can't come forward
well at least to my problems
that me go to the blade
and use myself
as a way to deal with it
now i just want to go
but i won't
I'm sorry so
this isn't goodbye
but see you next time