they said I wouldn't make
that wouldn't wouldn't happen
but I'm here aren't I
standing but not in the clear
they say it'll be okay
but what is okay
is it living
or just not dead
is it where
you wear smile
but never mean it
they say don't harm yourself
that'll hurt you
but I can't feel anything
not even pain
I'm weird I know
I'm sad no just no
I can see you
even in the dark
they say I'm too far gone
but why am I
because of what I deal with
every day or
just is it just me
I don't know
how to stay strong
because I was never strong
i have always fallen down
well further down into hell
I guess I just wanna
end it tonight
or sometime soon
I'm too far gone
I just want to say goodbye
so I will tonight
goodnight and I love you
