UNRAVEL 2

mistake

I felt it again. Everytime I see them . No matter what I do the same feeling keeps popping up. My stomach starts turning in a way that I never experienced before. My mind gets clouded and my heart beat goes up making me want to run. I thought it'll go away.i thought maybe if I do this I would escape this feeling. Now I'm confused. All because of you

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Lucas POV:

I walked to the bus stop on my own for once. My girlfriend had to stay home from having a cold so she couldn't make it but it wasn't so bad. To be honest it was quite peaceful. Just me and the world. I closed my eyes and hummed to my self as I enjoyed the breeze through my hair and the sounds that surrounded me. I haven't felt this calm in weeks. I remember when I use to feel this way at some point I wonder how. I thought for a bit but sadly that didn't last to long. I opened my eyes back up when I looked down to see where I was stepping and by the time I looked back up there he is. Ness. How am I not surprised. He's early again. I exhaled and stood by the fence away from him as much as possible. I saw him glace at me for a second but looked away going back to his position. That guy is always hunched over. He does nothing more then just stare at nothing until the bus arrives. It actually quite sad but it's not my problem, yet I can't stop watching him. Could be cause I have nothing else to do I thought so I shrugged it off and just went back to just waiting for my ride. In the corner of my eyes I saw Ness getting up I thought maybe the bus arrived but he was actually just stretching. I didn't look away it was like my mind wasn't there anymore. I gotta be honest he changed alot from the last time I seen him. He's been getting hurt lately too. He barely smiles anymore and his attitude vanished into thin air. It's like he's not even there. "What do you want" My thoughts got interrupted and my eyes met his. "Nothing why" I shuffle a bit backwards and he sat back down . " Then stop looking at me" he muttered something else but I couldn't hear him. I shook my head and exhaled again. "Didn't mean too" God now this feels a bit awkward but thankfully some kids arrived but shortly after so did the bus. We all got lined up to get on and Ness usually is the first person to get on because he's by the very end where the bus stops at. I got on after him but the driver stopped him something about his bus pass. I stayed a distance but people were being pushy behind me and made me go up the small steps. It made our space go smaller and now I'm stuck being pressed behind him. Ugh what horrible timing. I thought as I tried to keep my body away from his as possible. Thankfully after a few minutes Ness went down the aisle and sat down close to the front. I showed the driver my pass and went down but sat behind him. The other kids all went straight to the back and started yelling about the music that was playing but my mind kinda focused on the smell that was on tip of my nose. We stopped to pick some more kids and headed go school. All the way there the smelled linger in my nose until I had to get off. I walked to my class and stood away from the door as I wait for the teacher. I felt a bit weird. Why did Ness smell so good? "Shit.." I have it again. My stomach hurts. I sat down and held my stomach gently and waited for my teacher. I'm thankful that he's not in any of my classes. My stomach calmed down as I thought about my girlfriend and it felt like all of my worries went away. I smiled and hugged my backpack until the teacher came by and opened the door to the class room and goes in as I followed behind him.