(Y/n's POV)
I was addicted to my juul. It was the only thing there for me when I felt alone, sad, angry. It's getting to the point where I get bad anxiety when I don't have it. Sitting in study hall right now, I notice (c/n) staring at me as I'm tapping my foot. Then I suddenly remembered I had my juul in my car on the way to school! I ran to my car and went and got it. (C/n) leaned over to me as I popped a pink lemonade pod into my juul. "You know those things are bad for you right?" Me being the stubborn person I am replied with "and you think I care? What is there to loose" I said as I blew the smoke into my hoodie. I breathed in slowly as my aroma smelt like pink lemonade. I noticed (c/n) looking angry.
"What's wrong??"
"I can't stand seeing you turning into the person you're becoming. It's disgusting!"
"Look you obviously never gave a shit about me or you would have listened that day. Don't pull that 'I don't know what you're talking about' bullshit either because I know you know."
"(Y/n)"
"Just save it"
(2 months earlier, in the cafeteria 12:20pm)
"Hey c/n"
"Hi y/n"
"I really need to talk to you about something"
"What is it?"
"Look I have really bad anxi-"
"Oh my gosh I can't believe you're doing this trying to get friends out of pity?! You're disgusting. I know you don't have anxiety you just want friends that don't want you back"
"C/n"
"No stop y/n our friendship is over."
(End of flashback)
"No y/n you know I didn't mean what I said"
"Do I know c/n? Do I?" I said as I got up and left.
(1 month later)
I haven't talked to c/n ever since our argument. I was sitting in study hall hitting my juul when someone sat in the seat next to me. C/n. Great. "Y/n, please talk to me."
"About what how you've ruined my self esteem let alone ruin myself"
"Y/n I'm so sorry"
"Yeah whatever, you knew I had feelings so you dropped me because I wasn't popular, you didn't want to be seen with a loser like me"
"You liked me?"
"That doesn't matter anymore" I said getting up to go to the bathroom to juul.
In the hallway I hit my juul, not caring if anyone sees me, tears running down my face, I still had feelings for him and I had for a while. I hear footsteps behind me then I feel a hand on my shoulder. I get turned around quickly. Not seeing who it is I feel a soft pair of lips on my lips. I pull away to see who it is. C/n.
"Y/n I'm so sorry" he said with tears running down his cheeks. "I liked you too but I couldn't stand thinking you liked someone else. I didn't know you liked me and that's why I distanced myself. Y/n, I love you" I couldn't say anything so I just kissed him. He grabbed my juul out of my hand and said "I can't see you turn into someone your not. Now since you have me you don't need this anymore" he said throwing my juul in the trash can and kissing my forehead.
I never hit a juul ever again.
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I've never seen anything like this before so I figured I would see if it was what you guys liked or not but hope you enjoy!! -broken.
