Bibby and Alexis really deep in love with one another but it's nothing like real love when your insecurities start to cause you a bad representation in your relationship but when the world against you would it stand tall or fall?
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I don't know what got into me but I think the liquor had me drooling over Amina.
Alexis please I wasn't looking at her no type of way I'd known her since we were kids I don't feel no way towards her I said once we made it in the house from the club.
It's 3:35 am and you wanna argue about a girl I haven't seen over 7 or 8 years this the reason why we broke up the first time I said while kicking off my shoes and taking off my jewelry.
Stop worrying about other females you are my girl, you the one I love, you the one I live with, you the one who got my kid you the one I'm with but this shit you keep doing embarrassing me publicly or around others gonna have me being a single man.
Oh now you wanna be SINGLE BIBBY?
I'm not doing this Alexis I said while stripping off my my clothes leaving me in nothing but my wife beaters.
Bibby I know when you feeling a female and you definitely feeling this hoe !! you damn near caught blue balls looking at her.
Look I'm telling you now it's nothing going on between us I haven't seen this girl in years. I barely know this girl any more she probably got a whole family somewhere in this world but that's not my concern but you worrying about if I like somebody.
I went into the bathroom and shut the door behind me" I were definitely twisted and drunk maybe Alexis is right, maybe the feelings still there just a little.
I washed my hands and then threw water on my face I don't feel no type for no Amina . I said to myself I can't she broke my heart into pieces. " fuck her I mumbled while still running the water over my face.
I ran the shower water but still thinking hard. My head was spinning trying to figure out do I still have feelings for Amina or not?" I can't I haven't felt this way in a long time but I definitely caught a strong weird feeling when I seen Amina. "I jumped in the shower and grab my men's dove soap as I applied the soap on my rag and then rub it all over my body. ...I let the water drown on my skin while still thinking. Man I'm bugging I said no more liquor for me I love Alexis I can't have feelings for nobody but her I said to myself.
I jumped out the shower and made my way to my bedroom. " Alexis I yelled out but she wasn't in the room. I seen Lil B's bedroom light on so I knew that's where she was. " Just let me be Brandon she said while sniffing like she was crying .
I love you Alexis but you in your your feelings over bullshit but if that's how you wanna carry shit please let me know right now.
I just wanna lay separately for tonight Brandon but I love you too.
Come show me you love me Alexis I said while walking closer towards her. " GOODNIGHT BRANDON!!'. She said while turning her back towards me.
I shook my head maybe she's not over reacting but she so dramatic I said to myself she act like I touched her or even kissed her I might had looked at her some type of way but I don't know the liquor had me doing shit I couldn't control.
I laid down on my bed but couldn't fall asleep I just wanted to lay under Alexis I wanted to make love to her.
I went on Instagram because it was hard for me to go to sleep. " I strolled down my timeline as I seen so many pictures of everybody tonight at the release party.
I had over 35,000 likes on me and lil baby's pictures my notifications was jumping which made me annoyed.
I strolled down my time line and ended up on the shade room because they had Lil Baby's and I picture up asking who will the girls choose between me and him. "A lot of ladies kept saying "Chu Chu" females are crazy I said shaking my head I barely looked through the comments but I seen Amina name in the likes along with a lot of other females I knew.
I clicked on her page strolled through and I must say she's beautiful she got her career jumping she travels a lot and she focus maybe I was being selfish, just thinking of a unborn baby that could've been here before lil B gets me emotional I wish she would've kept the baby but maybe she did what was right she's on the right track maybe the baby would've set us both back.
I thought about them words when she said she was getting a abortion which made me mad I turned my phone on DND and lit me up some OG until I felled asleep.
