Thantophobia

Chapter 16

"Just got home?" Youngjae startled with the tone Daehyun used.

"Ye.. yeah." He gripped into his files tighter in front of his chest.

"Do you want to tell me something?" Youngjae was surprised. 'Don't tell me that he already know about the surprise summer vacation?!'

"No... I guess."

"How about starting with the guy who dropped you off earlier?"

"He's my senior at the university. It was late so he dropped me off."

"Your senior eh? You went together few times with him and texted with him, even in the midnight." Youngjae felt angry but he tried to hold it.

"Yes, he is only my senior."

"You.don't.do.things.like.that. if he is ONLY your senior."

"Oh Daehyun, I'm tired okay. Just don't get into a fight tonight."

"HOW COULD YOU JUST SAY THAT. I SAW MY BOYFRIEND HANG OUT WITH OTHER GUY COUPLE OF TIMES AND WHEN I WANT AN EXPLANATION, YOU JUST SAID YOU'RE TIRED AND TOLD ME TO NOT FIGHT?!" Daehyun raised his tone, both of them were tired and not in a good mood. Youngjae couldn't hold his anger anymore.

"I TOLD YOU HE IS ONLY MY SENIOR! WHY DIDN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!"

"HOW COULD I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE DATING WITH ANOTHER GUY BEHIND ME! EXPLAIN ME THAT, YOO YOUNGJAE." Youngjae really wanted to punch Daehyun at that time but he held it back.

"There is no more explanation. That's all." Youngjae walked into their bedroom and put his files and backpack aside when he heard the door slammed behind him. He turned back and Daehyun walked to him fast. He pinned Youngjae down on the bed and pushed Youngjae's shoulder hard, Youngjae couldn't move, his hand struggled to take Daehyun's hands off because it hurt so much that bruises would come out after some time. "Dae. Hmph!" Daehyun kissed him hard. It was all anger. Daehyun even hurt Youngjae's lips. Blood came out but Daehyun didn't care. Youngjae felt his energy drained all of sudden as he tried to hold his tears, Daehyun kissed and made hickeys from his jawline down to his neck and to his collarbone then he un-buttoned Youngjae's shirt. His hand started to trail all over Youngjae's bare upper body. Youngjae started to cry. "Please... please.. don't." Suddenly Daehyun stopped.

"Why? Because you already gave your body to him? Hmm?" Daehyhn started to rub something on Youngjae's lower body. Youngjae gasped. No, he couldn't be weak at the time like this.

"N.. no. Ahh. D.. dae.. hyunnhhh stop it." Youngjae bit his own lips to make himself stop moaning but Daehyun didn't stand still. He started to unbuckle Youngjae's belt. Youngjae couldn't hold it anymore, he covered his eyes with his forearm to hide his tears. He was trying to hide it but he was sobbing pretty hard. His lips mumbled words like stop and please but that's only made Daehyun angrier. Daehyun finally really stopped and got up from Youngjae's body. He felt guilty when he saw what he had already done to Youngjae's body but anger was all over him. Youngjae's body was still trembling as he lifted his forearm and saw Daehyun had already moved from his body. "Dae.. I'm so sorry, I.."

"Get out."

"I.. I.."

"GET OUT! DON'T YOU HEAR ME?! GET OUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE! DON'T EVER COMEBACK!" Youngjae's eyes went blank, tears were falling. He tried to rub it but he cried even harder. He turned around and walked out the room. He wore his shoes in hurry before walked-ran outside the apartment. His trembling hands tried to button his shirt again. His vision was blurry as hell and rain poured really hard. He kept running around the empty streets try to calm down his aching heart when suddenly a car crashed him hard.

DAEHYUN'S SIDE

He was still breathing hard, his knuckles turned white because he held it too hard. Youngjae's phone beeped. He reached out for it and saw a new message from Yongguk-hyung.

"Tch. So his name is Yongguk. We'll see what he texted you." After reading Daehyun fell into silent. He picked up Daehyun's files and there was some travel plan etc. At the top of the first page, there was Youngjae's doodling, 'for our summer vacation ^-^'. "Shit!" He grabbed his car key and ran to the basement. He turned his car in hurry and tears started to fall down his cheeks as he remembered what the text said.

'Hey Youngjae-ah, I think one of your brochure fell earlier in my car. This is one of the most important one. The hotel brochure, you know that we need lots of hardworking to find this one right? I hope you will tell your boyfriend soon and you will have a great time together this summer as well as Himchan and I. Don't forget to pick it tomorrow. Bye.'

Daehyun drove fast around the neighborhood to look for Youngjae. He chocked on his own saliva as he was crying and sobbing. The street was empty so he drove straight accross the red light and he didn't even realize that a truck bumped his car hard. "I'm sorry, Jae." Then, he felt into unconciousness.