Cupid Ran Out of Arrows

His Feeling Surpressed

It took a while, you staring at each other. Both your face have streaks of tears. He was smiling at you hesitantly while your mouth remains open unable to believed what you heard.

Where did that came from?

Since when?

He loves me?

It was only a few of the question running through your head as Jungkook begans to slowly close his eyes and shrugged his shoulder.

"Usually, that kind of declaration warrants an answer. Your reaction right now is a bit ambiguous, I'm gonna need more than your wide open inviting mouth, Y/N."

You blinked at him. Still thinking of how stupid you are. Yoongi's right, he's emotionally crippled— and so are you. He's in love with you, that explains why he's more than happy to help you when Taehyung and you broke up— that's why he hated dating Dahyun—

"Y/N , just say anything." Jungkook said.

Speak. Anything.

"Y/N?" He repeated.

Where do I start?

"Since we were kids?"

"You wish." He says sniggering at your question. "I always see you as a sister."

"Then why?"

"Really?! Why?!"

"Yeah! Why?!"

"I don't fucking know!!!" He shouted then messes his hair in frustration.

It was a combination of confusion and extreme annoyance that clouded Jungkook's face. "If you must know— I did try my best not to fall for you." He sighed and open the door.

"This is getting frustrating not to mention annoying — so let's go! I'll see you home. Forget what I said." He said opening the door and motioning you to go out.

"No! We're talking."

"We're not talking. I am talking. You are just asking." He said. "I was kinda wishing— hoping— you'll run into my arms and say you feel the same but the look on your face is a bit disappointing."

"Why did you say it wasn't a good idea to be with me?" You asked. "Is it really just to test if I'm serious about it?"

"Do you really want to?" He said smiling bitterly at you. "That's not what I feeling whenever you're with me. I swallowed my pride just ask you to stay after I've spent thirty minutes seducing you so I could go down on you. Then you made me feel like a fucking sex toy after you hump me then took a shower and didn't even acknowledge me. And when we—"

"Okay! Stop! Stop!" You said grimacing. "I was— I was—"

Jungkook sighed, "You felt ashamed doing it with me. Your body just reacted based on what I did, but you never really liked me." He looked up at the ceiling while trying to hold up his tears. "I know. That's why it's not a good idea."

"D-did you know why Tae and I broke up?" You asked walking closer to him.

"You said he wants someone who will prioritize him or some stupi— okay fuck if you still love Taehyung then go fuck him." He said turning around and sitting on the sofa crossing his arms on his chest like some defeated kid.