I am terrified of this. I'm terrified of the way my heart speeds up at every word you say. I'm terrified of the way I feel my soul sink at the thought of you with another. I'm terrified of how I feel as though I'm dancing on air when you say certain things without even realizing how profound they are.
Yes, I'm fucking terrified. But that is how I know it's worth it. Worth the risk of unrequited and the hurt that may come eventually. Because god, I am falling
but I love the thrill.
— A
