|| OkiKagu ~ One-shot's 🍃

Happy End pt.5

Sougo's p.o.v.

Without noticing, I pressed my lips against hers. My hands on her cheeks. Her hands on her sides. I caress her cheek with my thumb with little circles.

No response.

Fuck.

Parting our lips, my head fell down. Embarrassment took over me.

Why did I do that? She is in love with Kaneki. She must feel disgusted. Disgusted of gotten kissed by someone who she doesn't love. Who isn't Kan.

I messed up.

"Kagura I'm-"

"Sougo. What was that? Why did you done this?"

Kagura's p.o.v.

"Why did you done this?"

Why. Why? Why why why?
Why now? Why now, when I thought I was understanding my feelings? When I tried to gave my love to Kaneki? When I tried to forget you, to suppress my feelings for you?

I love Kaneki. I loved him always. Since the beginning. So why are you playing with my feelings? With my thoughts? Why can't I stop thinking about you? Why does my heart beat when I'm with you? Why do I feel comfortable and why is my heart beating so fast with you?

I love Kaneki. I always did. Why you all of sudden?

Why did you stopped the kiss?

"I'm sorry"

No. No no no!

"It was a mistake"

"Don't lie" he looked at me with wide eyes. "Don't lie to me!"

Tears forming in my eyes.

"Kagura-"

"No!"

Stop. Don't say my name. Don't say it so soft. Just shut up.

He couldn't say anything. We just looked at each other.

"I need some rest"

"Wait" he said, grabbing my wrist. Again.

"Kagura"

His soft voice. Pleading eyes.

His smile.

"I love you"

...

Fuck.

No no no no no.

He did not. No.

Fuck.

"I really do" he added.

Stop. Please.

"What about you?"

What? He knows that I'm with Kaneki, why is he asking this?

"You know exactly what I feel and for whom"

"Then say it. I want to hear it"

I snicker looking away. He's still holding my wrist. I look at him again.
He wants to hear it? No problem.