SCOURGE X ASHFUR ✅

Chapter 13

ASHFUR POV

As I wake up I see that I'm back home, but I see that I'm alone and I start to freak out.

"Scourge, Scourge," I said as I start to panic and curl into a ball and cry "Scourge...........................Scourge" I start closing my eyes and cry harder. I then hear someone comes in but I don't look and when someone touches me I scream in a panic way and start shaking in fear.

"Ashfur it's me," Scourge says, I then open my eyes and I see it he brought food "it's ok, calm down it's just me" I see the worry in his eyes but I can't stop shaking in fear "it's ok, I won't let anybody touch you, your save here Ashy"

"I'm sorry I'm like this, I must be one hell of a mate for you hu," I said still scared.

"Now stop that, I know what they did wasn't your fault ok, your friend that medicine cat told me you fought and tried to stop them but they overpowered you and used you and I'm sorry I wasn't there sooner to stop them, but we couldn't find you, but I wouldn't have stopped looking for you because I love you" Scourge says and then kisses me "here eat your probably hungry" he then use his paw and moves the food closer to me "now eat that and I'll go get you some water"

"Ok, but don't be gone too long, I don't want you to leave my side right now," I said and he nods and leaves.

**TIME SKIP**

It has been 2 weeks already and I'm fully healed now, but I never leave the den because of what happened I am too scared to go out and I still don't like being touched because I go into a panic attack.

But I have been getting better on trying to come out but everytime a cat comes near me I get scared and run back in shaking in fear.

"God Scourge must think I'm pathetic as a mate," I said in my head.

Just then Scourge comes in.

"Hey Ashy want to try to come out today?" I shake my head 'no' "come on Ashy, I'll be by your side ok" I'm still scared but I know I have to face my fears and so I nod and he smiles "thanks Ashy for trying"

As we start to walk out I hear a voice from behind.

"Scourge" Brick says.

And that makes me jump and runs back inside and curl into a ball and shake in fear.

"BRICK, I was about to get him out for the first time, so this better be good," Scourge says being mad.

"I'm sorry Scourge, but Bone told me to tell you that his mate has just given birth," Brick says.

"Very well, thanks for the news, your dismissed" Scourge says, Brick then nods and then leaves and Scourge comes back in "come on Ashy try again"

"I can't, no matter how hard I try I'm scared it will happen again," I said with a tear falling "I mean come on look at me, I'm not the same Ashfur you met, you should just forget about me and find another mate that's not scared like me" I said while putting my head down.

Just then I feel Scourge's tail wrap around my throat and pulls me right in front of his face and I can see that he's mad.

"Now stop that, I have told you a hundred times to stop talking bad about yourself, you know what I think you need punishment" Scourge says with no emotion in it.

"For what?" I ask.

"For talking bad about yourself again, and I will tell the Clan to not come and visit you and neither will the kits, you will be alone until I say otherwise," Scourge says as his tail lets go.

I start getting scared "No, please don't do that, you know I don't like being alone for too long"

"Well then I'll give you a choice, you come outside with me right now or I leave you here alone and block the exit so you can't get out," Scourge says.

"You wouldn't dare," I said.

"Try me," he says in a stern voice "so what's it going to be? Are you coming with me or are staying here?"

"Scourge I'm just too scared to leave," I said as I start to cry.

"So you're staying then?" Scourge asks, I put my head down and he sighs "very well then" he then walks out of the den and then I see the exit getting blocked.

But when I get to the entrance it was too late, I try to move it but I couldn't.

"Scourge please let me out don't do this," I said while still crying.

"I'm sorry Ashfur, but if you can't trust me to protect you then this is the only way" Scourge say from the other side.

"A mate wouldn't do this to their mate" 

"It's called tuff love Ashfur, I'll see you later," Scourge says as I hear him walking away.

"NO DON'T LEAVE IN HERE, don't leave...................me here.......................alone," I said as I cry harder and lie down.