Poems

Realtionship

The best part about liking someone is when they don't like you back
Sometimes it's like they know and just lead you on sometimes they just like knowing that they are hurting you. they enjoy the thought of you hurt or they are lonely themselves and too afraid of the possibility of being alone so they keep stringing you along knowing that it's not going anywhere.

The best part about it all is when your still searching for love, even tho you have partly given up. but you keep trying because you see so many people in love and you know that you are loved already by your friends and your family but its not enough its never enough because you feel like your never enough. The main underlining thing is that you weren't loved enough. You know it and the world knows it to. They see it and use it when your most vulnerable.

You search in all the wrong places and people. You never stop wondering if you just aren't loveable and if you ever will be.

The hardest part of loving someone who doesn't love you back is when they love someone else while stringing you along saying "Will you wait for me." " I don't have feelings for them." "They don't do the things you do." or the best one "I miss the way we used to talk. I miss you."

When really they just miss the pictures you used to send begging you not to see them as a person who just wants pictures and that they care for you and what you think while asking five minutes later "Are you in the mood now?"

You know as much of a good person they appear to be everyone has their demons. One day while you are waiting and you cannily have the courage to asks them out again, they are already dating someone new.