My sister's boyfriend [narry]

Study Hall Secrets

A million thoughts must have went through my head between me getting up from the bed and entering the hallway. Things like "oh god, he told Gemma." Or "I'm a horrible kisser." And "I should just cry and apologize." After I closed the door behind me, he took a deep breath.

"So, about last night. I just wanted to say I'm really sorry if I made you feel pressured into doing something you didn't want to do." Niall said whole heatedly.

"You didn't." I responded honestly. "I actually did want to... I'm just worried about Gemma. She's my best friend and my sister and we can't let it happen anymore. I can't hurt her like that."

"I completely understand mate, and trust me I like her a lot and the last thing I want to do is hurt her." He said looking at the ground.

"So just out of curiosity, I remember you saying you've done a lot of things in college... Does that make you bisexual?... You don't have to answer if you don't want to. I was just wondering." I asked.

"I'm in this like weird state right now where I think I'm straight, but sometimes guys catch my eye, so I think I may be like bi curios?" He said, kind of questioning himself.

"Oh and one more thing before we go back in." I started and he looked me in the eyes waiting me to finish my thought. "Am I a bad kisser?" And for some reason he must have thought it was funny because he laughed really hard. And I gave him a confused look. "Is that a yes then?"

When his laughing calmed down he said to me "I'll put it this way. You're a better kisser than your sister." And gave me a wink. I punched his shoulder, as I opened my door to back into my room to Liam.

Liam gave me a questioning look and I gave him a reassuring smile as to say "it's all good."

The rest of the night was pretty normal, we stayed up until about 2am playing video games , and just talking. Questioning Niall on what we would face as we entered college next year. And when we decided we were all tired, we went to bed. I slept in the middle, Liam on my right, niall to my left.

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The alarm clock sounded early again telling us it's time for yet another day at school. So Liam and I got up, and I took my shower first. Taking my school clothes with me this time, so I wouldn't be caught naked again.

As I entered my bedroom to let liam get in the shower I found him face down on the bed half asleep. "Li, you have to get a shower." I said to him "we're going to be late."

"Alright!" He said fighting his urge to fall back asleep. When I got up out of the bed he went and took his shower, and returned to my room with just a towel on. "Hey we forgot to go my my house to get me clothes before we came back here last night, can I borrow some?" He said.

"Yeah go for it." I told him. He looked over to the bed to make sure Niall was still asleep before he went over to the dresser to get some underwear out of my dresser. He took his towel off and put on the clothes he borrowed from me.

Liam is like a brother to me but every time we undress in front of each other I can't help but wonder how the hell he walked straight with such a big piece hanging between his legs. I remember one time, about a year ago, we were 17, Liam, Zayn, Louis and I, were at my house having a guys night while my parents were out. We got drunk from a bottle of scotch my parents had forgot to lock up, and we were curious like all guys I guess and we measured up to see who the biggest was and it was definitely Liam, who measured in at 11 inches.

Well anyway, after Liam was dressed I looked at my phone to show the time was 7:45 which meant we had 15 minutes to get to school. We rushed down stairs and each grabbed a pop tart for the ride to school and got parked just as the first bell rang.

School was always boring. Nothing exciting ever happened, and the only thing I enjoyed about it was a study hall that all three of my friends and I were in together. We had a careless teacher for study hall who honestly didn't care if we talked, ate a snack, did homework, or just played on our phones. The four of us always sat in the back corner by the window so we could talk.

"So what did Niall want when he needed to talk to you last night?" Liam asked, looking concerned.

"He just wanted to apologize, to tell me he was sorry if he made me feel pressured." I said quietly to make sure none of the other classmates heard our conversation.

"Feel pressured about what?" Louis asked.

"Oh yeah I haven't told you guys yet have I?" I started. "But first you guys have to pinky promise not to tell anyone." I stressed. Pinky promises are taken very seriously between us, so they know this is a huge secret.

"Pinky promise!" They said in unison and held out their pinkies.

I went thought story again, as quiet as I could to make sure they were the only ones that heard it.

"Wow.." Zayn said. "So, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know." I responded. "I really liked it, but I told him it could never happen again, I just can't hurt Gemma like that."

"Ooo forbidden love." Louis said wiggling his eyebrows.

I rolled my eyes at him and said "oh and did I tell you he also said I was a better kisser than Gemma? Now I'm really stuck. But if by some miracle, him and Gemma break up, but are still on good terms, I'm definitely going to try it out." I said dreaming out loud. What a long shot. Things like that never happen. I really feel like such a girl right now. But it's nothing out of the usual, my friends and I always gossip like teenage girls in study hall.

After a very long day of constantly starring at the clock, wanting to get out of school, the last bell rang. I walked to Liam's car to find him already sitting in it with the radio on.

"Hey I'm gonna stop by my place to get some stuff before we head back to your house. That okay?" Liam asked me as I got in the car.

"Yeah, we just have to be home by dinner." I said. When we got to Liam's house, I waited on his bed as he packed a duffel bag of clothes for the rest of the week. After packing his clothes he went into the bathroom to grab his toothbrush and some other stuff. I felt a vibration on his bed and I looked over to see his phone lighting up. 'New text message from Cassey ;)' it read. Yes I'm nosey and read it. But I didn't respond. All it said was "hey!" I got off his bed and went to the bathroom where Liam was "hey, that Cassey girl text you."

Liam knows me far to well by now and asked me what it said. I gave him a hurt look and responded "I can't believe you think I would read your texts. I'm so hurt right now." I said sarcastically. He gave me a look that said 'you and I both know you read it. "Okay I did." I said laughing. "She said 'hey.'" And handed him his phone to respond.

Liam finished packing and we headed downstairs to leave. Just as he locked the door his phone rang in his hand. "Looks like I have a date tonight." He said with a cheeky grin. "Don't worry, I won't stay out too late." He said reassuringly.

"Okay, I'll leave the back door unlocked for you, just lock it when you get in." I said. But in the back of my mind I was still kind of nervous because what if stuff with Niall heats up again and I don't have Liam there to remind me how bad of an idea it is?