Stars,
I still admire you every night.
C,
I still have memories on my phone and in my mind of you and I wish we could've made our friendship work but I guess it was fake.
B,
I thought you were amazing and perfect. Everything about you was perfect to me. I spent almost 10 months of my life, with you in the center of it. I don't regret it at all, i figured how to love, and what promises really are, who to trust and what to believe in. You have to know I'm never gonna stay around. And that I'm not perfect, and I make plenty of mistakes but I'm genuinely sorry for this last mistake. I listened to my feelings and they took over, and I decided I wanted back in. But now I ducked up and messed up almost a year of a friendship. I know you're gonna be uncomfortable being called best friend by me, and everything else I do, so as this ends. I truly did fucking love you and if you don't believe me then, I guess just ft me one day and see how broken I am. b.f., I never did and never will stop loving you.
