Dear stars,
I don't understand why I'm so sympathetic and apologetic to people, it's been ten days since me trying to cut him off.
My anxiety is worse, but I'm not sad. I'm disappointed he still hasn't gone through all the promises and realized that he hasn't even done anything.
I'm still anxious about anything bad happening to him, I still remember the promises I made, I can still remember the significant words that keep me alive sometimes. But I can't tell now if he was saying the truth.
Everyone keeps asking about him. I still don't know what to say besides "I don't know" because that's the truth and I don't lie about him.
So much for being my best friend.
