Calvin and Alex Ramos

Alex and Calvin had always been separated, Calvin had always been gone on tour, and Alex had never had time or money to go see him. The strange thing is, neither of them are gay. They are both attracted to women, not men.

Alex cried nightly, thinking of Calvin, wishing he could sleep next to him, to see what it would feel like, to have someone beside him, to feel Calvin's touch, to kiss him when he woke up. But why, Alex thought, would I want to kiss another man, if I'm not gay? He couldn't explain the feeling he got whenever he saw new photos of a sweaty Calvin on stage at a concert.

Alex felt so alone. He felt as if he had no friends. He felt so hated.....no one loved him.....his vines aren't as popular as they were months ago, he was becoming one of those.......those people who were forgotten over time. But no. Calvin always had a space in his heart open, and Alex filled that space. Whenever Calvin got stressed on tour, he put his hand over his heart and thought of Alex. "Alex wouldn't want me to be upset, Alex loves me, he will always be by my side, even when we're apart."

Alex got a tweet from a fan, or friend, one day, and Alex read out loud in his room, "Alex I know you love 5sos and I thought of you when I bought these tickets." The tweet was short, but seemed to be just another sort of indirect tweet towards him. Then, he got another tweet from the same girl. He read, out loud, "that's why I'm giving them to you. You're going to see 5sos tomorrow!!! Enjoy babe!" Alex could not believe it! He jumped up and down, then, after thinking, stopped being excited.

What if this is just a scam? He asked himself. He felt stupid. Just then, he got a dm from the same girl. Reading it out loud, he said "here, I've already sent the tickets to your account. All you have to do is-" it ended. Damn it! I need to know girl! Alex thought. Another message. "Print out the tickets, show them at the Atlanta show tomorrow, and you get to see them!!!" She attached a picture, proving she wasn't joking. He couldn't believe it! He's actually getting to see him! Calvin! Lookey pookey! Mikey pikey! Ashy ash! He was so happy he couldn't control himself! He replied "OH MY FUCKING GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA I LOVE YOU YOURE AMAZING I WANT TO HUG YOU THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU"

That night, Alex lie awake in his bed, tweeting his friends on twitter, replying to smartass comments, and posting a few vines before he went to sleep. Alex finished vining, tweeting, and brushing his teeth, and then went to bed again. He pulled his pants off, as he couldn't sleep with them on. Who can? He thought of what may happen. Calvin could only say hello, he could hug Alex, in a rare case, kiss Alex, maybe even........make love? No, no no! "IM NOT GAY" he yelled. Shit, I probably woke up my parents, Alex thought. Little did he know, Calvin was lying back in a seat on a plane, on his way to Atlanta. Calvin was thinking of Alex. He thou of Alex to be a cute little fanboy, but there was something more he couldn't explain.