My Cold Princess [J.J.K] *Editing*

|29| Leave Me

Y/N Pov

I opened the door revealing Jungkook's worried face. 

JK- What happened princess? Are you okay? 

He asked immediately. I sarcastically laughed at his words. Did I look like okay?! How could I be okay after everything I had found out today. 

Y/N- Okay? OKAY??! HOW CAN I BE OKAY AFTER FINALLY REALIZING WHAT A GRAT ASSHOLE YOU ACTUALLY ARE?!! But who am I talking to... Sorry Kookie I forgot that you don't give a shit about me. 

I said with my voice shaking. My eyes were already filling with tears. He was just standing there confused like he had no idea what I was talking about. NO Jungkook, you can't fool me anymore. 

JK- Babe what are you talki-

I cut him off. 

Y/N- STOP IT JEON JUNGKOOK! I'm not as dumb as you think. I know everything, I know that you never loved me, you just wanted to kill me to take your stupid revenge. So go ahead! GO AHEAD AND KILL ME! Because I don't have any reasons to live on. Nobody needs me. 

I said and was about to close the door, but suddenly he grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the house. 

JK- We need to talk. Please Y/N... Listen to me. 

He said with said face. I tried to escape from his grip, but he was too strong. 

Y/N- I don't care Jungkook. You don't love me, you never did. Why wouldn't you just leave me alone? 

JK- You know nothing Y/N. Let me explain everything...

Y/N- I don't care. Are you deaf?! I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR STUPID EXPLANATIONS! 

He sighed. I could see that his eyes were starting to get teary. Wtf?

JK- I know that you're mad. I know that what I did wasn't right and I hurt your feelings very much. But everything is not like you think. Let me tell you the truth and then you can decide what to do... please. 

He said while grabbing my hand and softly caressing it with his own. 

Y/N- You have 5minutes. 

I said and let go of his hand. His eyes lit up at my words. I still couldn't understand why it was so important to him. 

JK- It happened 8years ago. I was just 9, walking in the park with my father. I can say I was the happiest person in the world until that day, when my father was killed in front of my eyes. After that day I promised myself that I would take my revenge. When me and my brother Yugyeom grew up, we found our father's murderer and started thinking how to punish him. Then we found out that he had a daughter which was my age and we decided to kill her so that the person who took our father away from us realized how it felt to lose the most special person in your life. 

Y/N- So you decided to kill me to punish GD. That's why you were pretending that you loved me, right Jungkook? 

JK- Y/N... Let me finish please. We didn't know who she was. We just knew her blood type, which was very rare. When I saw you for the first time, I thought you were a rude bitch, who was enjoying bullying people. But when I got to know you and realized how great person you actually are, I fell in love with you. I felt something I've never felt before. I knew that you could be the one I was planning to kill and I was so afraid of it. I knew that I could never kill you because I was madly in love with you. When I realized that you had feelings for me, I decided tat it would be better to keep you away from me, because I knew that I wasn't good enough for you, my life was about to be ruined when I killed that girl and you deserved someone better than me. But my feelings were too strong to stay away from you. I couldn't do that. But I knew that one day when you found out everything, you would hate me forever. And the day came...