kim seungmin

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Another ditched meetup, another wave of 'regretful' apologies and sorry's. This was the go to routine everytime you arranged a meticulous meetup with Seungmin.

He'd always cancel last minute, leaving you off chewing on soggy cup noodles in the convenience store downtown.

Trailing off in the horizon, tears started to pool at your eyes, but you insisted that it was fine, he was busy with school afterall.

After a miserable trip back home, you quickly munched on a chocolate bar, sprawled over your tear stained bed. It was now 9, but you haven't had a single sns notification.

He must be studying for the quiz me's, I hope he's taking care of himself.

The both of you split ways when he entered into that prestigious school. The long deep conversations you once had turned into hollow-ephemeral exchanges. In the span of 3 years , you only had 5 successful 'friendly-dates' , as he liked to address it.

It didn't really help that you admired him. Who could resist his charms though?

A loud 'ding' quickly resonated through the room, eyes darting to your smartphone, the name 'dandy boy' flashing vibrantly through the screen.

With glinting eyes, you swiftly cupped your phone and swiped on the message.

-dandy boy-

; sorry for not making it y/n :< Sun-Hee asked me to tutor her, you know I couldn't resist her. ;<

Daunting colors resonated in your eyes, the weight in your chest seemingly heavier now. Right, bubbly-sunny girl Yoo Sun Hee, the love of Seungmin's life.

Typing with trembling fingers, you forced yourself to look positive in front of Seungmin, you loved him way too much to hurt him.

-me-

; don't worry kiddo! you need to date her already, god you two are so cute together :l i need to write something on you two, you'd make such a good boyfriend seungmin|

; don't worry kiddo! you need to date her already, god you two are so cute together :l i need to write something on you two. (message sent!)

Do I even have the right to be jealous of her? Everytime I get the chance to talk to you, she's the only thing that you bring up.

How's your day? Good! Because you guys ate lunch together.

Why are you sad? Because Sun Hee forgot to greet you on you birthday.

I guess my letter didn't make you happy the way her smile would.

Why were you giddy? Because she allowed you to court her.

My daydreams die in this moment, because I'm letting go of you now. I'll be the great wingman that you want me to be, I'll arrange your dates together, if that's the only time I get to spend with you, then so be it.

If she's your ball of happiness, then I'm backing out. You deserve everything in this savage universe. I hope she supplies you the love I wanted to give you.

Be happy with her Seungmin.

-dandy boy-

;aww, stop flattering me! you're really the best best friend anyone could ask for, i love uu! :3

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