life. • why don't we

chapter 4 ~ katie

(i already know this is gonna be bad.)

Gabbie's POV

why did i do that?! i'm so dumb. i ruined it.

i don't know why i kissed him, but i felt the same sparks as before. the ones i had always felt with him. the ones i regret not giving back before.

the whole story.

flashback

"i'm glad you're here, Gabbie." Jack said, his arms wrapped around my waist, us watching the sunset together on the balcony behind my house.

"me too Jack." I rested my head on his shoulder, smiling and enjoying the time we had at this moment.

"i love you." Jack whispered.

I had no words. I froze. I let go of his grip. "y-you what?"

"I.. nevermind." Jack looked me in the eyes one last time and walked back inside. Grabbing his coat and beanie and leaving.

"Jack, wait!"

"Wait for what Gabbie! I confessed my love for you, i told you how i felt?! and you stuttering in confusion is the response i get?"

"Jack, I'm sorry.. But-.."

"But what Gabbie? Is there someone else?"

"No! I would never-!"

"Then What!!"

Gabbie let a tear fall, and watched Jack storm out the door and to his car.

Running upstairs to my room and crying on my bed. It's all my fault.

end of flashback

I'd ruined everything. That night, and now.

I'm bad at loving people. I always end up hurting them.

Right now, i was sitting on my couch, eating ice cream and watching Gone With The Wind. I was just as bad at loving like Scarlett.

(10/10 recommend that movie guys)

I fell asleep watching the credits roll, how am i going to apologize tomorrow?

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litness. i suck at writing haha oops.

i SuGgEsT tHaT adorationavery wRiTeS nExT cHaPtEr.

3 days my dude 😂❤️

—WC: 304