Behind the scenes girl ~

If tears could speak -

If tears could speak

her words would fail;

as she glared into darkness,

for it resembled everything she was

& everything she felt.

Motionless and still

as tears stained her face;

2.00 am and now,

she wished you knew.

Knew who she was;

beneath the mask she wore

knew who she was;

contrary to everything you ignore.

You talk of love,

and she closes her eyes;

to get a glimpse of the feeling

of what it would be like.

Her eyes scan your words,

as she falls apart inside

disguised as her reality

and every spark you ignite.

Everything she is running away from

and everything she is running to;

has always been something,

she wished you knew.

And if tears could speak

it is most definitely not something

you'd still be oblivious to-

Endured in the darkness,

4.00 am and now;

the question still lingers

in her mind and somehow,

If tears could speak

she wondered of what they'd say,

would you love her as much

or such nights on replay?