You Are The Cause My Euphoria

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When your a mod for your YouTuber friend and we all end up listening to kpop and having stimulating conversations about it in the chat lol 😂

So much fun check him out ASWTV and AaronSayWhat he's the red head and his friend/band mate James is the one with the faded blue hair lol okay story time 😂

Lily

Watching Park Jimin sing live was the best thing in the world. When he was singing Serendipity I swear I got a lady boner. Especially because he licked his lips and was staring at me most of the time.

" Jimin Oppa! Marry me Oppa!" I was standing next to really annoying fangirls. I mean what did I expect it was a BTS concert.

" Yoongi I love you!" My sister was cheering Yoongi. Such a cute couple. She didn't seem to be affected by the vulgar things Yoongi Stans were saying about him.

I was getting really pissed off at these Jimin Stans. And the J-Hope Stans. I was so pissed I wanted to tell them about how amazing his lips were on me. But I would be going against the contract I signed. Our relationship had to be kept secret which wasn't gonna be that hard for me.

" TaeTae! Wooo!" I'm so glad to be spending this moment with my best friends. And my boyfriend but he was on stage at the moment.

" Hello Army!" Nam yelled. The crowd screamed loud for him. I'm glad, Nam usually gets the least cheers and that pisses me off. Nam is one of the most important members in the group.

" You all look so beautiful tonight." Jin's smiley face turned serious as he did his famous flying kiss. This was always a crowd favorite.

" Army it's so nice to be here with you all!" Jimin yelled into the mic. What a gorgeous human being ugh. I can't believe he's my boyfriend.

" You all are so hot tonight!" J-Hope said looking into the crowd. He's such a fuck boy hehe. I watched as ARMY'S left and right passing out from his words. Ha they think that's bad wait until he performs Baepsae.

" I'm excited to show you more songs as the night unfolds." Tae said with his little box smile. So adorable. Everyone aww'd.

" Your cheers keep us going Army! We love you!" Jungkook said bowing. He had the crowd crying and screaming.

" Army! Are you ready! Let's go!" Yoongi finished off before the beat to Mic Drop played. The three of us were going crazy.

They ended the night off with Love Myself. Which is one of my favorite songs at the moment. You could see all the love and admiration they had in their eyes for all of the fans. I cried at the sight.

Sunny

" You did amazing guys! I cried at the end!" They were all sweaty and teary eyed. I still couldn't believe how much love they give to the fans and vice versa.

" Are you ready to come to the hotel?" Yoongi asked me. I was distracted. I still couldn't believe we were leaving home in the matter of a few hours. It was bitter sweet.

" I'm so excited i can't wait to spend time with you." His gummy smile came out. He's been smiling so much I don't think his smile is gonna leave anytime soon.

" I'm glad. You seemed like you were having second thoughts there. Freaked me out a bit is all." His smile disappeared as he looked away.

" I wouldn't have said yes if I wasn't 100% sure. I wouldn't do that to you Yoongles." He looked up and smiled at me.

" Hmm. I like that nickname. What nickname do you want? Babygirl? Kitten? Princess?" He went from cutie pie to sexy man. Like the fuck?!

" Umm... hehe. Sunny is fine for now. I'm gonna like go to the bathroom now..."

"Okie girlfriend." I blushed and ran to the bathroom. That boy is so bipolar sometimes I swear. But I love him though.

Tae

I was sitting in the men's room having a small panic attack. I get these whenever I have the bit of courage I have to tell the guys my secret but I've never been able to do it. I heard the door unlock and saw Josh's feet go to the stall next to me.

" Josh?" He immediately reacted to my voice. My voice was shaky.

" Tae are you okay?! Open the door please. I wanna help you." I unlocked the door and pulled him inside closing the door again.

" I-i'm gay... and the others don't know. I have small panic attacks whenever I find the right moment to tell them I chicken out and panic." Josh pulled me into a hug. I've never felt safer with my secret than I am now.

" Tae I can help you. Trust me the guys are gonna understand I'll sit there with you when you tell them. I won't leave your side I promise." I don't what came over me but when he said that to me I had a huge urge to kiss him. And that's exactly what I did.

" Josh... I like you..." I said trying to catch my breath. I grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the cubicle with me.

" Well you know I like you Tae. This makes me so happy!" He pulled me in for another kiss. It was nothing but magic. It felt so good to have this moment here with him.

Now the hard part is gonna be telling my brothers my secret that I've been keeping since I was a little boy. But I trust them more than anyone.

Not even my parents know. And i don't want them too. My father would disown me and my mother would only look at me as a disappointment no matter how successful BTS is.

" Are you ready?" He caressed my cheek. I smiled softly and nodded my head. He pulled me with him until we reached the dressing room. The staff was already gone and headed to the next location so it was just the boys and the girls.

" Tae has something to tell you please be open minded okay. He's very nervous." He smiled at me and that right there brought my confidence up majorly.

" So I'm... I'm gay." I closed my eyes because I didn't wanna see the looks of disappointment on their face. I hate disappointing people especially them.

" I'm so glad you told us. Just because your gay doesn't mean we would look at you differently. We love and support you Tae. And we always will." What Nam said made me cry. When I opened my eyes there was nothing but smiles in the room.

" I love you guys, so much thank you thank you!" I ran to them and they all surrounded me with their love. I love my family.

Aww TaeTae finally came out in the book I love that boy 😭💜