8 || Words aren't enough

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*AFTERNOON*

-Yuta's POV-

I'm back home, Hansol and Jaehyun arrived like an hour ago and they are trying to convince me to try more with Tae, honestly, they just want to make fun of how many times I get rejected.

-I can't – I complained while laying down on the couch.

-Come on! You are the great and manly Yuta! You can – Hansol said while cheering me up.

-Just keep on going, Tae will see that you are the one – Jaehyun said as he smiled at me. –Actually, Hansol you wanted to make a party, right? – Jaehyun asked with a smirk.

-Right! I want to invite some friends, the neighborhood and some of the guys we know of course – Hansol said excitedly.

-And Taeyun will be there – Jaehyun said while elbowing my side.

-Hmm, so you want me to get along with her at a party? – I asked a bit concerned.

-Yes! Listen, it's almost night time and we need to hurry up to make this happen – Hansol said while lifting me up from the couch, then he took me all the way to my room. –Get ready!

-Geez, I'm not going to dress up for a messed up party – I said while looking at my clothes.

-Grab black clothes, always works – Jaehyun said. –I'll take my cap with me since I don't want to make my hair – He said while putting on his red cap.

-Right, so black then – I said while looking over all the closet, I took out a black jacket and a pair of black trousers. –Is that good enough?

-Yup, perfect – Hansol said excitedly. – Now get ready – He said while pushing me inside the bathroom.


*TIME LATER*

We were already at Hansol's house, the party was getting into the point where everyone is enjoying the whole vibe. The music was so loud and there were a lot of people that I don't know at all, there were others that I know from SM and of course, I could see Ellie hanging out with people. Jaehyun and Hansol where insisting me to talk with Taeyun so much that I literately escaped from them, so right now I'm just trying to get out of their sight even if I think I already lost them.

-Hey, Tae! – I heard Hansol saying beside me, then he gave me Jaehyun's cap which I placed on her face as a joke since she was looking really serious, then I took it off her and smiled happily. I-I didn't know she was right there, *Sigh* Hansol I owe you one.

-So I'll leave – Hansol said nervously after patting my back, he took the cap away and then he left me alone with Taeyun.

-Honestly, I can't believe that you are here, are you sure you aren't following me? – Taeyun asked confused but seriously.

-Hmm, I'm not and I still want to talk with you – I said while looking at her with a nervous smile.

-I-I'll give you just five minutes not more, okay? – Taeyun said while looking at me seriously.

-I'm okay with that – I shouted since the music started to get higher because Jaehyun was in charge of the music, of course. Thanks for nothing bro.

Without thinking it twice I grabbed Taeyun's hand and I started to guide her somewhere more private, so we climbed up the stairs all the way to Hansol's room. I closed the door as soon as we got in and then I just looked at her.

-You know, there's only four minutes left to talk – Y/N said while looking at her watch.

-Okay, so I want to tell you why I left – I said while sitting down on Hansol's bed.

-Okay – Taeyun told.

-I went away because of my parents, they wanted me far away from you since you were homeless when we were little, and I tried to get back but they kept pulling me away by taking away my freedom – I explained shortly since the time was running out.

-I get it, and? I mean I can't just forgive you this easily, and I think you know that Yuta – Taeyun said as she sat next to me. –I'm really harmed by all the things you made me pass through.

-I know, and I want to repair everything I did to you – I said while grabbing her hands, but she immediately pulled them away.

-When you say that I think you are lying, I can't trust you like before – Taeyun said while looking away from me. –When you contacted me a year ago I was so happy, but then you faded away again – Taeyun said sadly.

-Yes, and I know that – I said concerned. –I wanted to keep in contact but my father hid my phone and he made me think that I lost it – I said.

-That sounds ridiculous – Taeyun said upset.

-But it's the truth – I assured.

-The time is up, and next time this happens, prepare better excuses – Taeyun said as she got up, then she walked towards the door and let the door.

-But it wasn't an excuse – I murmured upset.


*LATER THAT NIGHT*

I came back home, I was so tired of just partying that I wanted to get drunk like Hansol and Jaehyun almost did too but I decided it was better just to leave. I honestly feel defeated, I thought this would be easier than this and I thought that just by talking a bit everything could be better.

-At least I talked with her – I thought while laying down on my bed, then I received a text from Hansol.

-Hey buddy, how things went? – Hansol.

-Bad, she doesn't feel like she should believe me and also, she thinks what I'm saying are excuses – I texted and then I send a sad emoji.

-Oh, I'm sorry to hear that – Hansol replied.

–We should do something tomorrow to cheer you up – He added.

-Maybe we should – I replied.

-Are you heartbroken? – He asked.

-Nope, I have hope for this workout but if it doesn't I'll be so lonely bro – I replied with a broken heart emoji and a laughing emoji too.

-Dude! I'm so sorry – Hansol replied with a sad emoji.

-It's alright, you tried to help – I answered.

-I know, maybe you just should be gay like ten, it works out for him – Hansol joked.

-So funny – I replied sarcastically.

–At least he's happy – I added.

-Yup, he definitely is – Hansol wrote.

–I ship you with Jungwoo – Hansol said.

-I ship him with Lucas – I replied with laughing emojis.

-No! I ship you with Taeyong – Hansol replied with a heart emoji.

-Yah! Shut up – I replied back.

-Okay, WinWin – He answered with laughing emojis.

-I ship you with Jaehyun then – I replied.

-What? No! Yuta that's not fair – He complained.

-Ha! I win.

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