"Avoid me if you want but I know that your heart belongs to me. Don't keep on fooling yourself, you know you love me as I do."
She wants him far away and the lace they had before is broken for her, but he will do his best to get her back... until he...
You managed yourself to get back home before you were way too drunk, getting to the point of losing all your senses. You are now going straight to your room since you don't want to even see the light of day, however, your mom started to call out your name and as soon as you turned around and stopped the way you saw her right there looking at you.
-We need to talk – Your mother said while looking at you suspiciously. –Are you sober?
-Do you have a problem with that? Anyways, what do you want? – You asked as sober as you were.
-You need to talk with Yuta, he needs you and the reason he left is not because of the reasons you think – Your mom said while looking at you worried.
-For me he's a liar, a bad friend and just an asshole – You said pissed. –Never mention his name again mother, unless you want me to throw up.
-If you that of him, why crying for him? Or just answer me why you are sober. I bet Hansol and the rest of your friends don't know either, right? – Your mom fire back more upset than before.
You looked at her with surprise while you were feeling more annoyed by each time, without thinking about it you looked at her pissed off and then you just let out a fake smirk.
-I cry because I want to, I'm sober because I want to forget what happened... Don't you think I can, mother?! – You yelled while tears started to fall down the corner of your eye. Then without saying anything else, you went to your room while trying to stay the balance.
Once you were inside of your room you locked yourself inside and then you started to drown your sobs against the pillow, your mind wasn't helping at that point since you couldn't properly think. You were sober to the limits and now you feel guilty for talking that way to your mother, the one that received you with open arms when nobody wanted you close.
-"Fuck you, Yuta" – You thought while looking outside your window.
*THE NEXT DAY*
You can say more about yesterday, everything ended a mess. You haven't talked to your mother today but at least you aren't drunk like yesterday.
The mood isn't the best one to hang out today so you told your friends that you wanted to rest and just have time on your own, and since today you don't have work you wanted to spend some time walking around the sidewalks of the streets while trying to find that inner peace that you are searching for.
While looking around you could see a lot of stores, obviously. But there was a type of store that always reminded you of Yuta... the bakeries and the place where you could buy sweet treats. It was a mess, you were thinking about him again.
