"Avoid me if you want but I know that your heart belongs to me. Don't keep on fooling yourself, you know you love me as I do."
She wants him far away and the lace they had before is broken for her, but he will do his best to get her back... until he...
-So what's your next move? – Hansol asked as he sat down beside me again with two mugs of coffee.
-Honestly, I don't know... she doesn't want me near and she avoids me – I said while he handed me the coffee.
-Yuta, you only saw her twice so you should think more positive. Maybe she will have a better attitude next time you meet – Hansol said as he tried to cheer me up.
-But Taeyun was so cold towards me that I'm scared – I said. Yes, I'm scared and even if I'm not a scary cat at all this situation isn't ideal for me.
-You? Scared? That's bad, you never are – Hansol said as he looked at me confused, then he drank some of his coffee.
-Yeah... I feel weird but I guess it's accurate – I said while scratching the back of my head. –And... do you like her or something? – I asked shyly.
-What!? Are you kidding!? – Hansol asked surprised. He literally was about to spit out his coffee, but oh well I needed to ask.
-No – I said with a nervous smile.
-Ugh, no Yuta, I don't like her. She's like my baby sister – Hansol said a bit mad before he slapped my head. –Either way, why are you asking? – Hansol asked confused.
-I thought that maybe she was just into you or something – I said a bit embarrassed.
-No, she isn't into me and I know that for sure – Hansol said before he sighed. –You want advice in this?
-Yes, please – I said while making a cutely face, just to get what I needed... an advice.
-*Chuckle* ah... just be yourself, you are forcing to be someone you aren't Yuta – Hansol said as he laughed a bit.
-Yah! I'm always myself – I complained.
-And that jealousy act when Tae was with Jaehyun? – Hansol said with a smirked while elbowing my side slightly.
-Ugh! Fine – I said annoyed while rolling my eyes.
-You weren't like that before, remember? Tae was used to be surrounded by all of our friends and you were totally cool about it – Hansol pointed out.
-But I didn't like her back then – I murmured a bit upset.
-You did, now stop lying and start being like your usual self – Hansol said before he hugged me tight.
-I can't breathe!
-Yes you can! – Hansol said while he started to hug me tighter.
I know that he's right and that everything he is pointing out has been the things I've been doing since a long time now, I don't know why but I changes completely when I met Taeyun, and I changed in a good way but when I went away I started to be more serious and bitter at some point. Coming back was definitely something I needed to do and I'm glad that I returned even if my parents were against my decision.
