i feel like a great actress on that day when you found your new source of happiness,
i keep smiling at both of you even though my heart says otherwise.
i know i can't be selfish with my own feelings so i did that, i'm really confused what to do so i did that, why did you put me in that situation?
and yes i sounded so strong and tough when i thanked you for all the memories, but that was the only thing i could possibly say because everything stopped when i saw you holding her, i was disappointed
and yet i cried after that scene.
yes, i'm not ready to lose you.
