i was again
stuck in that moment
in that memories,
where everything i see are colorful and bright.
but what happened to me?
then i realized,
i see things colorfully and brightly when i know you were mine and we trust that we are forever be together.
we believed that we engraved in each others heart because we know this specific feeling of ours when we were together.
it's the best feeling i ever felt and i never ever felt that way with anybody else,
and i know i will miss those feeling with you.
and i also know that you wont be thinking about the same thing as me like we usually do.
i don't know why i keep thinking about you even though i tried to keep you out of my mind.
but guess what?
every little thing of you, of us, become my midnight thoughts.
it's annoying because every night, each memories gets deeper and deeper till it push a drop of water from my eye,
i don't know why but every time i think of you i feel so heavy, my heart feel so heavy.
what are you?
why are you poisoning me ?
