Female Goku X Male Saiyan Reader: Love of a Saiyan (continued AGAIN)

Chapter 28

Chapter 28: Realization

(Y/N) POV

Darkness.

That's all I can see now. A darkness created by my own hatred, anguish and sadness.

Damn it...

I never wanted to transform into this wretched state again...

I tried to be the happiest person in the world...I even tried making others happy.

Hell, I even pretended to be a complete buffoon just to get a rise out of my friends. And yet...(Yes guys. I'm bringing back smart Y/N as you all wanted. And I guarantee you, he's here to stay).

I still transformed into this horrendous thing.

At least I won't snap like I did on that day...

I can't hear anyone...

Are they too shocked at what I've just done to speak? What if they're afraid of me now?

Or maybe I've just drowned everyone out in my own sorrow. Either way, it doesn't get rid of this terrible desire.

The desire to kill.

All of the memories are flooding back to me now!

I couldn't save you guys! I'm sorry! I didn't know!

Wait a minute...what's this warm feeling? It feels..nice. It feels so comforting.

What is this?

I started to see arms? They were wrapped around me as if somebody was giving me a hug. And it seems as if that was the case since I saw a figure who's body was encased in darkness.

They seemed to be giving me a tight embrace. And now...I'm feeling something soft? I think that it's on my chest.

I started to recognize the figure a bit more. Now they looked...female?

Her uh...very substantial bust was pressing up my chest. I started to feel...love? There's only one woman that I could feel like this around! The figure finally revealed itself to be-

Goki!

At that moment, the world of darkness quickly disappeared and I could see everything again.

I could see my new-made friends staring at us in awe. Even Vegeta seemed a little surprised.

I no longer felt sadness, wrath or anything like that! I felt..happy again!

"P-Please snap out of it, Y/N! Y-You have to!" Goki blubbered. Her face was buried into my neck.

"Hey, hey! You can stop the waterworks sweets!" I said, regaining my energetic tone again.

Upon hearing voice, she looked up at me with the speed of a bullet. Man she's fast! She seemed to have tears rolling down her cheeks as well.

"Y-Y/N?!" She asked me with a tear-stained face.

"The one and only!" I assured her as I wiped off her tears. However, this only caused her to hug me tighter and assault my face with love attacks. Aka kisses.