she always try to run away when you try to get close to her,
because she need to protect herself,
protect herself from falling down too deep,
to protect herself from trusting you too much,
to protect herself from feeling love toward you,
she doesn't want to be the first one to open every aspect of her life for you,
she doesn't want to be the first one to send you a text, because she's anxious, she overthink everything. she think that if she texted you first, she will sounds like she chasing you like some crazy dogs, she will sounds clingy for you and she will end up feeling embrassed over everything she did.
she doesn't want to open her door for you so easily because she's afraid she might be opened up her door for the wrong person,
she is protecting herself from danger,
from digging her own grave,
because she've been hurt once,
and that enough for her to feel how heavy the weight of life the world gave her,
she doesn't want to fucked up twice.
- kml
YOU ARE READING
for him, from me
Puisithe feelings i keep for too long, the love that i gave you, the uncounted time i spent with you, the memories we made, i never thought, our love will turn into a memories that we wish we could forget, the poetry of you, from the feelings of mine you...
