she've been feeling her anxiety every time your name popped up from her phone,
she's wondering what kind of words she should sent to you,
what kind of emoji should she use,
she always try to make her sound like she's not trying too hard to win your heart,
because that's selfish.
she always freaked out to her friend,
asking what should she do to reply your text,
what should she do to answer your calls,
she's anxious.
she always think that,
she's not good enough for you,
she's not good enough in everything she has in her,
her body,
her not-beautiful perfect faces,
her personality,
everything she has seems not good enough comparing to the other girl that you ever told her.
even though every night she tried to convince herself that she is beautiful for who she is and she is good enough for somebody that think she's everything for him,
she always think she's not good enough for you.
- kml
YOU ARE READING
for him, from me
Puisithe feelings i keep for too long, the love that i gave you, the uncounted time i spent with you, the memories we made, i never thought, our love will turn into a memories that we wish we could forget, the poetry of you, from the feelings of mine you...
